Dirty Little Secret/Lando Norris

60. Is it even mine

I decided the next day that I needed to tell Lando, I am keeping this baby and if he want to be a part of it good and if he doesn't it is his loss. I took a deep breath and took my phone, I was skipping classes today to talk it out with Lando.

Me: Hi, how are you, can we maybe meet and talk I have something important to discuss?

I tapped my fingers against the counter hoping he would answer, after about 10 minutes he did and I took a deep breath before opening it.

Lando: Yes, at my apartment in and hour?

Me: I will be there.

I walked to my room and I got ready I didn't dress too fancy just a nice sundress and I put my hair in a messy bun, I was hoping and praying that he will be fine and not freak out, I know it will be a shock to him because it was to me and I am still in shocked. I took a taxi to his apartment and I walked to his door and I took a deep breath and then I knocked. He opened the door and my breath hitch, fuck I have missed him and he looks so good, why is he looking so good. "Hi" I say and he gave me a small smile. "Hey, come in" he say and I walk in looking around, it looked exactly the same. "Want something to drink?" he ask walking to the kitchen and I follow him. "Water will be fine thanks" I say and he gave me a bottle of water. "So how have you been?" I ask and he frown. "Really Bella, small talk?" he say and I sigh looking at my hands, I did not say anything, I was trying to get the right words to tell him. "So what is so important that you had to discuss with me?" he ask getting to a point.

"Can we go sit down please?" I ask and he nods and we walk to the living room, he sat opposite me and I took a deep breath. "I am pregnant." I blurt it out and his mouth open in shock. "What?" he ask frowning and I put the water down digging in my bag and got the picture. I moved it across the table to him and he pick it up. "I am pregnant around 4 weeks." I say and he frown looking at the picture and then at me. "How, when did you find out?" he ask still in shock, "Yesterday" I say and he nods again looking at the picture. He put it down and looked at me. "Is it even mine Bella?" he ask and it felt like he slapped me, how can he doubt that, and this just confirmed to me that he still believe I slept with Gabriel. "Of course it's yours, you have been the only one I have been with." I say and he nods not looking convinced. "Look, I am not here to force you into anything, but work it out, this was that night in Miami and I am not asking anything of you, I just felt like you needed to know." I say and he nods running his hands thru his curls.

"You were also with Gabriel in Miami." He say and I sigh standing up, taking the picture and look at him. "Look Lando we can do a DNA test if the baby is born if that is what you want, but I am 100% sure you are the father, and like me said I did not come here to force you into anything, I just wanted you to know. I will raise this baby alone if need be, but at least I can tell my child that I did tell his or her daddy, so if you are interested let me know, I did not come to fight so I am leaving." I say, turning around to walk out. "And I will appreciate it if you did not tell my brother yet, I want to tell my family myself, I just wanted to tell you first." I say walking out the door. He was in shock I can see that and its fine I will give him some time, at least I told him. I took a taxi back to my apartment and I went to lay down, I was tired and all the stressing is not good for the baby.

"So how did it go?" Lola ask as we sat on my sofa, I sigh and look at her. "He asked me if it was his" I say and she nods. "Have you heard anything from him yet?" she ask and I shake my head, it was 2 days since I told Lando, and I did not hear anything from him yet, I don't think I ever will. "I see he is hanging around with Magui again." she say and I nod. "Yeah, I guess that should be my answer right, he doesn't want to be a part of his child's life." I say looking at my hands, I was sad every child deserved to be with his mom and dad. "When are you telling your parents?" she ask, "Tomorrow, we are having dinner and I am going to tell them in the restaurant then I know they can't freak out." I say and she laugh. "Clever, will your brother also be there?" she ask and I nod. "I am going to tell them all together, I just don't know what to say about Lando." I say and she nods, "Tell them the truth, they need to know he is not willing to help you with the baby." she say and I nod.

It was Friday and I was taking a taxi to the restaurant, my parents is here for the race and I was so nervous, I did not know how my parents will react especially my dad. I walked into the restaurant seeing them all sitting and I smile walking to them, I greeted my mom and dad with a hug and Carlos and Rebecca, I sat down and they started asking how I am, how school is. I answer all of it and I was nervous. I decided it's now or never. "I have something to tell all of you." I say and they all look at me, my dad frowning. I took a deep breath and a sip of water as my throat was dry. "I am pregnant" I say and I can see all of them in shock. "What?" my dad ask really angry and I just nod looking at my hands. "How far along are you Isa?" my mother ask and I look at her, "Almost 5 weeks, so still early." My father looked furious. "You don't even have a job yet Isa, how could you be so irresponsible." he say trying to keep his voice down and I look at my hands. My brother that was quiet the whole time then ask. "Does Lando know?" I look at him and nod. "He does, and he doesn't care, I haven't heard from him since I told him three days ago." I say and I can see my brother look angry.

"Calm down Carlos." my mother said to my father and he nods breathing heavy. "So what now, what are you going to do?" my mother ask and I frown. "Well I am keeping the baby, I still have time to do jobs and save money." I say looking at my father and he just nods. "So you are going to do it alone?" Rebecca ask for the first time and I smile and nod. "Yes, I am raising this child by myself, I did my part I told Lando, he is questioning if the baby is his and that is fine, I am not going to force him to do anything he doesn't want to." I say and she smiles at me. "Isa, we are all just in shock." my mother say and I nod. "I understand and its fine don't worry, I know I was irresponsible papa, but I am sorry I am not getting rid of this child, I am going to raise this child on my own and I am hoping you can all just support me." I say standing up and walking out of the restaurant.