Dirty Little Secret/Lando Norris

24. I need time

I woke up the next morning with a huge hangover and I stumble out of bed to get some water and some Pain killer, I sat on the sofa with some coffee and switch my phone on, there was a lot of notifications and just then my phone rang and it is my brother. "Hey Carlos" I greet and he starts shouting. "Why did you not answer your phone, we all tried calling you we thought you were dead!" he shout and I rub my head. "Carlos, please don't shout, I have a hangover and I slept in okay." I say and he sigh. "Isa, why is Instagram full of stories about you, what happened about you wanting to stay private and now you are hanging out with Mick Schumacher" He say and I roll my eyes. "We are just friends and what so I decided not to hide anymore, what is wrong with it." "Nothing Isa, but the pictures is bad, you look drunk" he say and I frown. "Maybe because I was." I say stressing

"What about Lando?" he ask "What about him?" "I saw you made your break up public on Instagram, but he did not say anything yet, what is going on?" I hate when my brother is like this like he wants to control me. "I don't know Carlos maybe phone him and ask him, but from my side I am done with him." I say and he is quiet. "Isa, I did speak to Lando and you also need to, and the person you are now is not the one we know." he say and I rub my face frustrated. "how would you know what kind of person I am Carlos, this year is the most we have hanged out since you left home, so stop telling me what to do, I will do what I want okay." I say angry and he was quiet. "Isa, I am just saying" "No Carlos, you are clearly on Lando's side so leave me alone" I say and I end the call.

I look at Instagram first and there was photos of me dancing and drinking and leaving with Mick. The comments not so good, well I did not care, I see Lando still did not make the break up public and it frustrates me. I went in my messages and read the once from Mick and I reply, declining going out again today I want to rest. Then I see Lando's messages.

LAN: Glad you're safe can we please talk tomorrow?

LAN: Why are you ignoring me, come on baby we need to talk

LAN: Bella, for fuck sake just answer your phone everyone is looking for you.

LAN: I am coming over

That one was send about 20 minutes ago and I ran to the bathroom to check myself, I comb my hair and put on some sweat pants and a hoodie. There was a knock and I contemplating if I should ignore it. "Come on Bella open the door" I hear Lando and I roll my eyes and open the door. "What do you want?" I ask him, he looks sexy he has a black track suit on with the words playboy at the back. He walk past me into my apartment. "Well come on in" I say sarcastically and roll my eyes. "I came to see why you did not answer your phone, we all thought you were dead" he say hand in his pockets looking me up and down. "Well here I am I am fine see." I say throwing my hands in the air. He smiles and went to sit on the couch.

"I did not invite you to stay" I say annoyed "well I am here now can I have coffee?" he ask and I walk to get him some coffee. I hand it to him and sat opposite him, I see he is frowning but didn't say anything. "So what do you want?" I ask again and he smiles that fucking smile. "I want to talk" he say and I shake my head. "Lando I need time, not ready to talk yet." I say and he shake his head putting the coffee down. "Well you don't need to talk but you are going to listen to Me." he say and I look up at him frowning. "I and Magui are just friends, we did try a relationship when you were in Spain, but it did not work, and yes we did sleep together if that is what you would want to know." I am sure I am going to vomit, when he see I am not talking he continue. "When she came to the club I did not even know she was is Saudi, and she was sitting on my lap because we were taking photos." he say and I just stare at him

"I know I treated you like shit that day, but I was frustrated and angry and I am not use to someone caring for me like you do." he say looking at me and I shake my head. "But you treated Magui just fine and I did care for you." I say and he frown. "Why did you not make the break up public yet?" I ask trying not to cry. "Because in my head we did not break up baby." he say moving closer so that he is sitting on the table in front of me. I look at my hands and bite my lip. "Bella I promise you I never cheated, yes my actions was wrong but I did not cheat." he say and I did not look up. "Did you cheat?" he ask and I look up at him shock. "What?" I ask getting angry. "I need to know did you and Mick?" I stand up and ran my hands through my hair I was pacing trying to get rid of this anger. "First of, I met the guy 2 days ago and secondly I am not a fucking cheater and even if I did sleep with him which I didn't it would not be cheating because we are not together." I say breathing heavy

"Bella, I did not ask to fight, I just wanted to know and we are not broken up." he say and I start laughing. "Are you still friends with Magui?" I ask folding my arms looking at him, "Yes why?" he ask and I nod, "Then we will never get back together." I tell him walking to the kitchen to get water. He follows me and I lean against the counter. "So what I can't have friends that is girls?" he ask and I look at him, "I did not say that, you just can't be friends with girls you fucked, because I don't know about you or Magui, but to me sex is a big deal and I need to be attracted to someone to sleep with them and there must be a connection." I say to him and he looks at me shock. "I also feel like that with sex." he say and I nod, "See exactly why you can't just be her friend, she probably felt the same about you and I am not putting myself in a relationship where the chances is big to get screwed over again." I say walking to sit down again

He follows me again and sat in front of me again. "Bella, there is no feelings I can promise you that." he say and I just look at him. "I don't care Lando do what you want, but I am telling you now I am done." I stand up and walk to my room then I turn to look at him. "Like I said before try it again with Magui, and sort it out then we can maybe be something again, you can see yourself out." I say walking to my room closing the door. I hear him stand up and then the front door closing. I slide down the door and I really break down crying

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