Dirty Little Secret/Lando Norris

33. I cant do this

I just send Williams and Austin Martin the edited pictures and I started with my portfolio, I decided to use some of the driving photos and some of the track photos, I made it nice, but there was still something missing. I hear a knock and stood up. I open to Lando, with some McDonalds and I smile showing him to come in, he put the food on the counter and walked to me. "I am so sorry baby" he say hugging me and I smile and kiss him. "Its okay" I say walking to the counter to see what he got. "No its not I am supposed to support you not make your life more difficult." he say and I nod walking to sit on the sofa where my laptop is with the McDonalds, I started eating and I see Lando looking at the laptop.

"Can I look?" he ask and I nod. "Wow these is great, is it for your portfolio?" I smile and nod, "Yeah, but its missing something" I say frowning looking at it and Lando shake his head. "No way is this awesome, your overthinking Bella just send It." he say and I shake my head. "No this is not right yet." I say and he looks confuse. "Baby, this is not the final piece of your portfolio, you can still add, but I am telling you now this is really great." he say kissing me on the head and stealing some of my fries. I look at him and then the lap top and decided fuck it, I took the laptop and send it through to the professor, already feeling relieve. "Now doesn't that feel better?" he ask and I smile and nod. We were laying on my bed I decided to finish the other assignments tomorrow and Lando was playing with my hair.

"I would really like to go away with you, just us but I need to focus on my studies also, my dad already told me if I can't handle everything I should quite this job." I say looking up at him and he frown. "So your dad doesn't want you to work here?" he ask and I shake my head, "No he does its just he wants me to focus on my studies." I say and he nods. "I understand baby don't worry how about we organize something for after China?" he ask and I nod kissing him. "Can I please sleep here tonight?' he ask and I nod." Yeah, maybe I will also sleep better" I say and he smiles. We watched a movie and half way through I fell asleep, I was feeling better that one thing was of my plate.

I woke up the next morning and went for a shower with Lando, I stood there under the water and I don't know why but I just started crying, "Hey baby, no what is wrong?" he ask and I turn around looking at him wiping my tears. "I am still tired and stress out and I can't do this." I say and he hugs me. "It will be okay, it will be over soon you will see you just need to catch up that is all." he say kissing my head and I just sobbed. After I was done crying we stepped out of the shower and got dressed. "Feeling better?" he ask me and I nod walking to him. "Thank you, for being here" I say and he nods pulling me closer kissing me. "Always" he say and I kiss him back. We walked to the lobby and I stopped half way, there was a lot of fans outside. Lando realized I stopped and walked back. "Hey, its fine I will take some photos of them you go straight to the car okay." he say kissing my head and I nod, taking his hand.

I avoided the crowed and got in the car, I hear my phone ping and I check its Mick

Mick: How are you? Feels like we haven't spoke for so long.

I smile and text him back waiting for Lando

Me: Hey, good thank and you? Sorry my fault I am really busy with school and this job.

Mick: I will phone you tonight and then we can catch up okay.

Me: Sounds good, miss you

I put my phone away as Lando got in the car and he smiles at me, we drove to the paddock and I walked to Williams first as I did not get so much photos of them, I greeted everyone and started taking photos, when I was happy I walked to the Austin Martin garage and greet everyone there and took some photos. It was lunch time and I walked to the hospitality to get some food before the Sprints starts. I see my brother and Rebecca and I went to sit with them, after greeting Rebecca with a hug I sat down and started eating. "Feeling better Isa?" my brother ask and I nod. "Yeah thank you for talking to Lando" I say and he nods smiling. We chatted for a bit and I told them I am just going to the McLaren garage to wish Lando luck and they said goodbye, I walk in seeing Lando already suited up and I walked to him. "Just wanted to wish you luck" I say and he smiles pulling me in for a kiss, in front of everyone.

"Thank you" he say and I smile, "Okay I have to go, but I will be watching just from another garage." I say smiling and he laugh. I walked back to the Williams garage and took photos of the drivers getting in the cars and I wished them good luck and ran to Austin Martin, I took photos of them and then decided to stay there and take the action photos. They race started and I took a lot of photos. After the race it was up and down again to get photos and I was exhausted at the end of the day and I walked to the McLaren garage to see if Lando is done so we can leave. He was still busy with media and I ask Charlotte just to tell him I am going back to the hotel. I walked to the taxi and I texted him also if Charlotte forgot.

I got to the hotel and started editing the photos and send them to the PR managers and then I started an assignment. I send it through and started another one. Fuck, I thought I am so tired. I must have fallen asleep because I was woken up with Lando kissing my head. "Hey" I say smiling at him seeing it was dark already. "Sorry I did not want to wake you." he say and I shake my head sitting up. "It's okay" I say and he sits with me looking at all the books and notes. "Have you eaten yet?" he ask and I shake my. "Baby, you need to eat, come get dress I am taking you out, and before you have an excuse yes you can you have been working hard to take an hour off." I smile and decided not to fight him and walk to get dress. We walked to a cure restaurant and sat down ordering our drinks and we were just talking and having a great time. The food was amazing and afterwards I felt a lot better.

We walked back to the hotel holding hands and I smile. "Thank you, I needed this" I say and he kisses my head. "How many assignments do you still have left before you are caught up?" he ask and I sigh, "Only three more" I say and he nods. "So you are almost there baby, just hold on a little more." he say and I smile up at him as walked to my room. Lando decided to sleep over again and I lay my head on his chest, "thank you for having so much patients with me." I say playing with his fingers. "Em, I understand you are just like me, you panic under pressure and I will always be here for you." he say and I kiss him and fell asleep.