Dirty Little Secret/Lando Norris

38. You cant control me

Woke up that morning feeling like shit, I got all my things together and I and Lando walked to the car to take us to Spain. I did not greet my brother or Rebecca, I was still angry with them. I sat in the plane, I was still angry with Lando also. I feel him kissing my shoulder and I look at him with a small smile. "I am sorry" he say and I nod. "Its fine I am just tired of everyone going on about my studies, I am fine the way things are now." I say and I see him frown, but he kept quiet. The rest of the flight we did not talk much. When we landed in Spain I was nervous, I was so angry with my dad, and we took a car to my childhood home.

I stood in front of the house looking at it as Lando got our bags, "Ready?" he ask and I just nod and walk to the door and ring the bell. My mom open the door and she smiles, "Isa my baby, how are you?" she say hugging me and I hug her back. "Fine" I say and she hugs Lando. "Your dad is just having a meeting in his office, but come let's go get some tea." She say and we follow her, I did not talk much, she asked about the trip to Hawaii and Lando answered her. "Isa, I know you came to take to your father." she say and I nod. "Baby, he is doing what he think is right" she say and I frown. "So my feelings or opinion doesn't matter?" I ask and she shake her head. "That is not what I said." She say and I nod biting my lip.

I see my dad greet a man at the door and then he walked to us. "Mi Nova, I told you not to come." he say hugging me and I kept quiet. "Lando, my boy how are you?" my dad ask shaking his hand. He drank tea with us and I did not talk much I was nervous. "Can we please go talk in your office?" I finally ask him and he nods. I see my mom and Lando looking at us and I just walked to my dad's office sitting on one of the chairs, he also sit down and look at me. "Isa I know you are here to change my mind and it's not going to work." my father finally say and I look up at him. "So what I want doesn't matter to you at all?" I ask him and he shake his head. "Of course it does, and so does your health and I cannot sit back and watch you burn yourself out." he say and I frown. "I cannot believe you" I say standing up and pace up and down, I am too angry to sit down. "You were the one that taught me to always grab every opportunity and now you are the one taking it away from me." I say running my hands through my hair.

"Isa, you can always work for them again next year." he say and I look at him in disbelieve. "I want to work for them now." I say getting angry and he shake his head again. "well I am sorry Isa, but your studies is more important and you have proven that you cannot do both, you do not have enough discipline, you go on holidays and not worry about your studies and then you have to play catch up, I am not letting you quiet school." he say and I look at him angry, I could not belief this is the same man that has always supported me in everything. "You cannot control me, I am not your little girl anymore." I say raising my voice and I see he is shocked. "I am the one paying for all the things in Monaco so yes Isabella I am the one that make the decisions." he say also getting angry and I nod wiping a tear. "Well you can stop paying I will help myself I do not need your money, and you cannot stop me from working."

He shake his head and he also stood up. "Isa I am doing this because I love you." he say and I shake my head. "No, if you loved me you would understand and you don't." I shout and he sigh. "Is it because of Lando?" he ask and I look up in shock, "No, it's because I was actually enjoying the work I have done, and yes it was hard but it was something I always wanted to do, will you tell Carlos to quiet, no you would not because he always does what you want, well I am not doing it." I say walking to the door. "Isa, I am telling you now, I am not letting you quiet school, and I will cut you off if you do." he say and I look at him my hand on the door handle and nod. "Do it I don't care anymore." I say walking out of his office and into the bathroom, I sank down and started crying

I sat in the bathroom for a while and then I stood up, I am not sleeping in this house I will get a hotel and then we can leave tomorrow. I walked out seeing my mother and Lando in the living room, "Come, I want to book into a hotel." I say to Lando and I see my mother frowning. "Isa, don't be silly, you are staying here." She say and I shake my head. "I can't be in the same house as that man." I say and she frown. "That man is your father, show some respect." she scowls me and I shake my head looking down, "He is not, he wants to cut me off for following my dream and that is fine, but I will never come back here again." I say walking out. I went to sit outside waiting for Lando to come and then I feel him sitting next to me. "Baby, what happened?" he ask and I shake my hand wiping a tear from my eye.

"Can we please just go to a hotel?" I ask, looking up at him and he nods. "I am just going to go get our stuff." he say kissing me on my head and stood up. I stood up and walked to the car waiting for Lando when my mother came out, I roll my eyes and folded my arms. "Isa, please stay and talk to your father some more." she say and I shake my head. "He doesn't care what I have to say so I am not wasting my breath any longer." I say and she nods, "Isa, he just cares that is all." She say and I shake my head. "No if he cared he would have sat down and asked me what I want." I say and she nods. "And what do you want?" she ask and I look at her wiping a tear. "I want to keep working for the FIA." I say and she nods. "And your studies?" I shake my head "I don't know" I say and she nods. I see Lando walking to us with our bags and I turn to the car.

"Isa, please don't go stay here we need to sort this out." my mom say and I shake my head. "I am done with dad always controlling what I do, I am a big women that can make my own decisions." I say and I walked to hug her. "I will talk to him." She say and I just nod getting in the car. I look at my mom standing there and I started crying, I never argue with my parents, especially my dad and I could not believe he is acting like that. Lando pulled me closer and he hugged me while I sobbed.

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