Dirty Little Secret/Lando Norris

77. Bali

We left the next morning with hangovers, and very tired the party went on until late last night and we had an early flight, we said goodbye to the others and then we left, I sat in the plane reading but I was so tired. I look up at Lando and he was already passed out, I smile and look back at my book. I am happy we could make things work, I cannot believe so much has happened between us and yet we are still here supporting and loving each other. I must have drifted off because I was woken with a kiss. "We are here baby." Lando say and I stretched myself and stood up. We walked to the car taking us to the hotel and I lay my head on Lando's shoulder. "Still tired?" he ask kissing my head and I nod. "Yeah, but I am so happy to be here." I say looking at him and he smile. "Me too, just us." he say and I smile. I look out the window I thought we were going to stay in a hotel but I guess not, "are we staying here?" I ask and he nods as the car stop.

We got out and walked to the little house, Lando open the door for us and I look around. It was beautiful, it had a little kitchen and a living room, I walked to the sliding doors and I open the curtains, the view was amazing we were on the beach, there was a Jacuzzi on the little deck. "Do you like it?" Lando ask and I turn around smiling. "It's beautiful" I say and he smile, "Come let me show you the room." he say and I walk with him to the room. It was just as beautiful, there was a big bed, and also sliding doors that stepped onto the beach, the bathroom was something else, big windows and a big bath, while sitting in the bath you look out on the beach. "The windows is design that you can see out and not in." he explain and I nod. "How did you find this place?" I ask and he grins leaning against the door. "I came here a few years ago, and when I heard it was open for the week I took it, I wanted to show you." he say and I smile walking to him.

I wrap my arms around his neck and kiss him. "Its beautiful thank you" I say and he smile. "Are you hungry?" he ask and I nod. "I will order something." he say and I nod opening the sliding doors and the beach air hit me in the face, just what I needed. I started unpacking our things and then Lando came in telling me the food is here. We ate in the kitchen at the bar chairs. "Let's go swim." I say as we are done eating and he smile. "Okay let's go." We put on our swimming clothes and we walked to the beach. "Why is it so empty?" I ask looking around and he smile. "It's a private beach, not a lot of people come here." he say and I nod, I walk to the water and I put my feet in, it was so warm, I walk deeper and I just enjoyed the water. "Come on the water is great." I say to Lando that was still standing on the edge. He smile and then ran into the water, he push me into the water and I giggle. We had some fun in the water and then we went to sunbathe on the beach.

"I needed this." I say laying on my stomach turning my head to look at Lando. "We needed this baby." he say and I smile. We lay on the beach for a while and then walked back to the room, "I am going to use that big bath are you going to join me?" I ask Lando and he nod, "I will be there in a minute, I am just telling them to bring dinner here, then we can just relax." he say and I nod walking to the bathroom and letting the water run. I got in and close my eyes just relaxing, Lando came in and slide in with me, I was lying with my back to his front, and we were quiet just enjoying the peace. "I love you Bella." he say and I look up at him smiling, "I love you too" I say kissing his lips. I turned around and straddle him hips, "Let's fuck with this great view." I say kissing his neck and he laugh his hands on my ass. I can feel Lando growing hard under me and I slid him in me, "Fuck" I moan and he kiss me again. I started moving not caring that the water is splashing and we did not stop kissing. I cum with a loud moan and Lando cum with me.

The rest of the week was great, we explored the city of Bali and we swam a lot, this alone time is just what we needed after everything we went through. We sat in the Jacuzzi just talking and laughing. "Thank you for coming with me." he say and I smile. "Thank you for brining me here." I say and he kiss me. "I was thinking, things is going great between us and I feel we can just move forward from here on, so I wanted to ask you will you move back in with me Bella?" he ask and I look at him surprise, I smile and slide closer to him. "Of course I will." I say kissing his lips and he look so happy. "We have moved forward haven't we?" I ask lying my head on his shoulder and he nods. "I never want to let you go." He say and I nod feeling the same. The rest of the evening we just spend in the Jacuzzi and then we went to sleep. It was perfect Lando was perfect and I was happy.

It was our last day in Bali and then we are off to Hungarian for the second last race before summer break for Lando. We ate breakfast on the deck and then we went into town to just walk around and have our last day out. We did some shopping, I saw the cutes dresses and I bought one for Rose and one for Emily. "They will look so cute in these." I say as we sat a café to eat lunch, Lando nods and look at me. "What?" I ask looking up from my menu. "Do you still want children baby?" he ask and I frown looking at the menu again. He took the menu and put it down taking my hands. "Come on don't get shy on me." He say and I smile. "I don't know, I don't know if I can go through what I went through again." I say looking at him and he nods biting his lip. "Maybe someday, but not right now." I say and he nods smiling. "Good, because I would love to have your babies again." he say and I smile, but deep down I do not know if I will be able to give that to him, I am scared to go through losing another baby I will not survive it.

We walked back to the house and we started packing, we are leaving early again, I was sitting outside looking at the view and I sigh. I cannot believe we have to leave, these past few days with Lando was so great and I fell even more in love with him, he joins me and I smile at him. "I don't want to leave." I say and he laugh. "I know, but it's almost summer break and then we can come visit again." he say and I nod. Looking at this beautiful view.

Almost the end, I kind of feel sad but I am proud.