Since the Beginning (COMPLETED)

CHAPTER 31

" You have a photoshoot tomorrow together with azi and aiko." Mia stated.

" I know, mia. Don't worry, I'll be fine." I said as I gave her an assurance.

" Nagpacheck up ka na ba? " mia asked as she saw beside me.

" Hindi pa," mahinang sabi ko dito.

The following week was really tough on me. I got sick and until now I don't know what's happening on me. I always feel tired and don't wanna do anything. I find myself crying for no reason, getting mad for no reason and I always craved different food and eat a lot.

I badly wanna meet my doctor but I am afraid to find out that my gut feeling was right. I don't know what to do kung totoo nga ang inaakala ko.

" Magpacheck up kana sab, what if hindi na lang iyan—"

" Ayoko nga mia, mahirap ba intindihin iyon?" Inis na pagpuputol ko sa sinabi nito. " Sorry." I added as I saw her face being disappinted.

Ilang beses ko na din siya natatarayan o minsan ay nasisigawan. I don't know but simple things makes me irritated now.

The next morning ay late akong nagising. The moment I wake up ay agad agad akong dumiretso sa sink ng bathroom ko for me to throw up. It's always like this since last week. Every morning, I always felt dizzy and vomiting that's also why I stop seeing kian for a while. Hanggat hindi pa ako nakakasigurado ay iiwasan ko muna siya. Ilang beses na din siyang pumunta dito sa condo ko pero palagi kong sinasabi na wala ako dito. I don't wanna face him yet because I'm afraid.

As I opened my phone ay puro text messages and missed calls ang nareceived ko mula sa kaniya. Even though I avoided him in person, I do still make sure to reply on his messages para hindi siya mag-alala.

Pagkadating namin sa photoshoot ay agad akong sinalubong ni azi, one of the artist of star magic and model of the brand I'm promoting too.

" Hi, Sabrina!" She happily stated as she gave me a hugged.

" Long time no see, Azi!" I said as I hugged her back.

" Grabe it's been a while, ang blooming mo ah." Saad nito pagkaalis sa yakap.

" Mas blooming ka,azi!" I said back to her as I touch her check. Hindi ko alam pero mukha talaga siyang barbie. Gandang ganda ako sa kaniya ngayon.

" 'yong foundation ko sab, baka mawala." Natatawang saad nito.

" Mukha kang barbie." Sabi ko pa sa kaniya. I'm now so happy to be able to work with her. The last time we see each other was in Paris, during the fashion show.

" And you're the realbarbie," she replied.

After the photoshoot ended, Azi invited me to her house to have some chitchats and she will be showing me her first victoria's secret runaway which I'm not updated because I was not really active on the internet.

" I loved your walk!" Natutuwang saad ko habang pinapanood naming dalawa ni azi ang runaway niya sa malaking screen ng tv na nasa harapan namin.

" Ginagaya ko nga walk mo sab eh. You are an iconic!" Saad nito.

" But your walk is flawless. It scream feminine vibes azi." I replied,  making her smile.

" Anyway, if you want we can swim sa pool—"

" Wala akong swimsuit azi but maybe next time." I said cutting her off. Though that's not the real reason why I refused.

Nagsisimula ng lumaki ang tiyan ko kaya puro dress and maluluwag na damit na lang ang sinusuot ko. Or sometimes when I have to wear croptop ay pinapatungan ko ito ng jacket para hindi makita o mapansin ang tiyan ko. I refused and afraid to use pregnancy test pero sigurado akong tama ang hinala ko.