Antwoord - Joost Klein

30.

"London, what do you want?" Joost asked the crowd.

"SUCK MY DICK BITCH!" They yelled back at him.

"Uhhh I like it" His voice tuned up as he smirked at the crowd.

"SUCK MY DICK BITCH!" They screamed the lyric and as the cocky man Joost was, he loved every bit of it.

The best part was that the phrase they were screaming wasn't even meant to be sexual if you listened to the rest of the song. It's in a mockery of a man and then Joost just being like I don't give a fuck so suck my dick. However, on stage he made it very sexual but of course with consent.

"I give you my consent" He chuckled a bit as he told the crowd that, or more so told the balcony where I was standing to which I rolled my eyes.

Joost continued his setlist which I was starting to get to know better and better. I could even sing along to a few songs, but my personal favourite was Antwoord, which I shared with Aggu.

Aggu and I were dancing together up on the stage as the song played. Joost always did it with such passion and gave off this rockstar vibe as he stood there with the microphone.

While Joost was fucking around on stage, I was acting as if a long-lost lover wouldn't answer me. Aggu let himself into the role of the lover as I went down on my knees and begged for him to answer me while singing the lyrics to the song.

At that point it had become Aggu and I's favourite part of Joost's performance. It had a perfect beat, with a catchy chorus that you couldn't help singing along to, and a drop that made you jump into the air.

For once I didn't feel like I could criticise Joost, I honestly almost wanted to congratulate him on making such a fucking good song. I felt my old opinions on Joost changing with every day that I spent with him.

Joost was not the cunt he was while we were growing up. The new side of Joost that I was slowly getting introduced to was caring, sweet and definitely a horny motherfucker or at least someone with a horny mind. But then again so was I so I couldn't criticise him for it.

Aggu suddenly got a phone call which made him break apart from me. "Uhmm I need to get ready for the show" he told me before leaving me alone on the balcony.

I didn't think anything of it since he was in fact about to perform in 40 minutes and I would have reminded him in a few minutes either way, but I was disappointed that he left during our little song.

I went to lean up against the railing as I watched Joost jump and dance around on stage. He looked like he had so much fun up there, especially with Teun and Dylan by his side. The three guys were living in the concert atmosphere showing the world their music.

"Alright thank uuuuuuuu" Joost did a funny voice as the song ended. "Are you okay?" He then asked the crowd, which they cheered for.

"It's alright if you're not okay though" His attention turned to the balcony. "We are all struggling but in this room tonight we are here to support one another. I know talking sucks, but it fucking helps so speak up"

I felt his eyes stare into mine without blinking once. The soft look of him being there for me was once again shown. He had never made me believe that he wasn't genuine with his words, so I had no reason why I kept questioning it.

I smiled at him which caused him to smile with his teeth and closed eyes as happiness spread across his face. He even did a little giggle into the microphone.

"Now let's all join together in a lovely mosh pit, but only of course if you want to" Joost continued his concert.