Antwoord - Joost Klein

45.

"Do we have to go back on tour?" Joost wined against my chest as we laid in his bed.

"Yes, we do in fact have to do that" I let my hand go over his hair as he rested on top of my chest.

He woke me up by getting in between my legs and hadn't moved ever since. His upper body weight was all laying on top of me while my thighs were on each side of his stomach. I had quickly learned how extremely cuddly Joost was in the morning, always coming up with excuses to get closer to me.

This time his excuse was that he missed the feeling of my cunt on him. We didn't even do anything sexual, just the simple feeling of having each other close to create that intimacy.

"Can't we just stay here forever? You look so fucking good in my bed and I want to wake up to you here every single day" Joost placed a kiss on the side of my tit where he had previously left a mark from last night, so it stung a bit.

"Just tell me to move in with you already" I joked with a chuckle.

But as Joost's head quickly popped up, I didn't really think he heard it as a joke. His blue eyes found a sense of hope as I spoke my words.

"Would you?" His smile increased.

"Woaw, woaw too soon, albino" I shot down the idea immediately. I had fucked him once and now he was speaking about moving in together already. It was way too soon.

"Why not? I mean how are we going to be doing this when you return to your apartment in Berlin, and I live here?" His question was valid, but his thoughts were thinking way too much ahead, instead of just enjoying the moment.

I wanted to live in the moment and not worry about what the future might bring for me. I knew I was in a comfortable place in my life where no big surprises would come from the corner, so worrying and asking questions about the future was not necessary.

"It works pretty well for you and Teun, why shouldn't it work for us?" I smiled down at him.

"That's different. I don't want to have my cock shoved deep into Teun or have him dry away my tears after I break down crying. And sometimes those two things happen at the same time" Joost pouted his lip out.

"You sure? I have seen the way you look at Teun" I smirked.

"Watch it before I'll actually act on those looks" He immediately went along with it. It was a natural thing for us to thrive our energy on each other.

"Fineeee, I'll stop but only if you get me dressed today" I raised my eyebrow at him hoping for a 'yes'.

"Don't stir away from the subject, baby. What is going to happen? I have never done long distance relationships before and frankly don't wish to do so either" Joost asked.

"Can't we just see what happens once the tour is over?" I brushed a few strands of hair away from his face.

His hesitant look on his face was considering it for a quick second but dropped again. "No, actually not. I want to be with you. Will you move to The Netherlands with me?"

"No"

"Baby, give me one good reason why you wouldn't move in with me" he exclaimed.

"I'll give you three. First of all, I don't want to live in The Netherlands because of how much pain I've suffered there. Second of all, I can't just leave Aggu. He will seriously be nothing if I am not there to keep him on a short leash. Third of all, all my work is in Germany. I might start working with a few other artists, and especially when I start working with Zarti" I explained confidently in my words to him.