Antwoord - Joost Klein

16.

Head first down into the toilet was how most of my mornings would start by being on tour. We would get drunk after the concert and then I would drink so I could blame the puking on the alcohol the next morning. Then I would drink coffee for breakfast and deny any food, blaming it on having a weak stomach when I was hungover.

In my mind I was a fucking genius.

Aggu wouldn't say a thing to it because he was hungover himself and could relate to it. He didn't see us as living with different mindsets when it came to food anymore. I had made him believe that I was indeed doing better.

And I was. I was doing so good. I had already lost a few kg that the hospital had forced me to gain. I was free to do anything I wanted in life.

We were currently in München where we had a full day to explore before the concert tomorrow. Aggu had decided he would take us all out for a big dinner since some of his friends would come.

He had made a song with them earlier in the year so they would also appear on stage tomorrow. I hadn't had the chance yet to hear any of their music yet but from what I had heard they were one of the most popular bands in Germany at the moment.

It was a more high-end restaurant we would be going to so everyone dressed up. I wore a long green dress that had a deep open back. My back was one of the only things that looked normal about my body, it wasn't poking with bones or fat like much else.

"You look beautiful" Aggu commented as I exited the tour bus where the rest were waiting for me.

They had all dressed up in suits but with a hint of their own personality. Instead of a basic white button up shirt Aggu wore a white t-shirt that said "danke, otto, danke". And of course, it was a bit cropped so the slutty man could show off his slutty waist.

Teun wore his usual black vans and black cap with his outfit. Dylan wore his significant black sunglasses that matched his tie.

And Joost wore a black skirt with a red tie. He wore a white button up that matched his "I heart Joost" socks. He was no joke, his own biggest fan. His hair was slightly poking everywhere so it had texture in it.

"Thank you, Aggu. You don't look too bad yourself" I complimented him back with a smile.

"Mind taking my arm so I can lead you to the restaurant?" He opened his elbow and suggested that I link my arm with his.

"Give a drink first and maybe you get the chance" I teased and started walking towards the restaurant.

The tour bus driver was kind enough to drive us directly to the restaurant so we wouldn't have to take the long walk. And when I say long walk, I mean like 20 minutes but in heels that was simply a no go for me.

"I can't wait for you to finally meet my friends. I think you will like them and maybe even more than that" Aggu wiggled his eyebrows at me.

"You really think she would go after guys like that?" Joost questioned as he walked right behind us.

"Joost, what do you think my type is?" I asked him.

"I don't know. Properly someone just as horrible as you so I don't think you will find these guys interesting from what I have heard. They seem like genuine good guys" Joost told me.

Aggu held the door open for me after he had walked through but Joost walked right in before I could and let the door close which made me almost fall directly into the door.

"Here let me get it for you" A man from behind said and opened the door. He was a really tall brunette mullet guy with a moustache.

"Thank you so much" I smiled at the man while he motioned with his hand for me to go first.