Self concious - Highlight Gikwang

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A/N: Hey, I might have overslept today, but never mind. Let's get started! 

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I noticed that my boyfriend had been acting weird the last couple of days. Well...weirder than normal; by nature, he was a silly guy with a sense of humor that only those with an acquired taste would understand more than half of the time. He had actually grown quiet, almost solemn, and this wasn't exactly usual behavior. Kikwang had stated once that he was more of a listener than a talker, contrary to popular belief, but this wasn't even just him listening now.

(A/N: He looks so cute!)

(A/N: He looks so cute!)

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This was him...sulking. This was him and his thoughts taking him somewhere that I didn't think was good for him and that worried me. Not wanting to push him, you didn't say anything, deciding that when the time came, all would be revealed.

That time just so happened to be Friday. It was the first day off he had since BEAST started promoting their latest album, about three months ago, and he wanted to spend that day with you. Of course, it goes without saying that I was overjoyed to spend some much needed time with him and promptly agreed to let him stay at my place. His mood seemed to have lifted a little, his usual eye-smile returning as the two of us goofed off all day and his jokes just rolling in one after another.

He showered me with attention all day, never straying far from my side and cuddling close with me as the two of us indulged in a day long movie marathon and I began to believe that he had finally dragged himself out of his funk. It wasn't until later that evening, as I was passing the living room to get to the kitchen, that I noticed Kikwang standing in front of the mirror that was placed above the TV. I paused and peered in at him, watching curiously as he stared at his own reflection. His expression was somber, just bordering on dejected. He turned his face left and right slowly, running his fingers through his 'frizzy' hair and then down the contours of his face. He sucked his full lips in and bit down on them before letting them pop back out. Finally, after about a minute or two of doing this, he sighed, his shoulders drooped...and he looked almost ready to cry.

'What on earth...' I thought to myself, a few ideas on why he was acting this way flitting through your mind as you slowly, quietly, approached my boyfriend.

Standing beside him, he apparently didn't notice me, returning to studying his features all over again. YouIme and struggling to keep from smiling like a fool. I pinched at my cheeks and then dragged my fingers downmy face, turning your head left and right. Next, I ran my fingers into my hair to push the locks away from my face and then pushed my ears out, as if trying to decide whether or not they looked better away from my head. I puckered my lips, made a duck face, and then took a handful of hair in each hand, twirled the strands into a loose twist and then crossed them over each other just underneath my nose, cocking my head side to side.

By this time, Kikwang realized I was standing right next to him. Coffee brown eyes, alight with curiosity, landed on you, but I ignored his attention for the time being as I continued to 'analyze' myself in the mirror, still making somewhat silly faces. Kikwang giggled and I turned to look at him finally, my hands holding my hair above your head and my cheeks puffed out cutely.

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