Abaonded - MONSTA X I.M

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A/N: How is everyone doing? Since I can't remember anytuing abou my dream, let's get started! 

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Changkyun coming home couldn't come quick enough for her, as soon as she heard his footsteps echo through her apartment, she was up on her feet to greet him with a much-needed hug.

(A/N: Goddamn.....)

"Steady," he chuckled, quickly wrapping his arms around your waist as you almost fell into his chest

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"Steady," he chuckled, quickly wrapping his arms around your waist as you almost fell into his chest.

He'd been away for most of the night, catching up with a few of his old school friends whilst he had a few days out of his schedule. As happy as she was for him to enjoy seeing all of his friends, it couldn't help but remind her of what she used to have with all of her friends.

"Let's take a seat before you fall," he suggested, guiding you back to the sofa.

As soon as he sat her down and noticed the redness in her cheeks, Changkyun could tell that something was the matter. His hands came up to her cheeks, using the pads of his thumbs to wipe under her eyes and dry and excess tears she had.

"What's been going on?" He questioned, offering her a warm smile, noticing how tense her body was. "Has something happened whilst I've been gone, have you hurt yourself?"

Her head shook back at him, noticing how quick he was to look over her body and make sure that she hadn't injured herself and were lying to him.

"Have I done something?" He continued to question, feeling helpless to find a solution.

A shaky breath came from her which quickly caught his attention. "It's stupid, it's not something I should be jealous over, but I can't help but jealous about it, it's just an instinct."

Slowly, for Changkyun, it felt like all the pieces were coming together. He knew that she'd experienced a lot of heartache with  her friends after the years, especially after disconnecting from her best friend just a few months ago.

"Is it her?" He asked, brushing your hair out of her face, tucking it behind her ear. "If it's her, then I guess I am a part of the problem after all."

Her head shook instantly, refusing to let Changkyun sit back and accept any of the blame for the way you were feeling. "It's not your fault, you've not made me feel abandoned like she has done," she sighed, staring down at herr feet.

No words were needed as far as Changkyun was concerned, as he leaned forwards to wrap his arms tightly around her waist, allowing your head to settle against his chest. It was exactly what you needed, just a small bit of contact was enough to make you feel better.

"I love that you still have all your friends, and you see them all the time, I just wish that could be a situation that I found myself in too," she admitted, as her tears dampened his shirt.

His hand moved up to rest against the back of her head. "I know that this has been eating away at you for quite some time, so just take some time to let it all out and finally let go of all of the frustration you've been holding onto."

"I shouldn't even be angry," she sighed, "but she was my best friend for so many years, and then one day it felt as if I was no one. I should be happy in my life, I have you, but a small part of me still wants her here too."

His head nodded, trying as hard as he could to understand her situation. "You can't just switch off the feelings that you've felt towards her for so many years and forget about her, even if that's what she has ended up doing."

"It's not fair on you either," she agonisingly groaned.

Changkyun quickly silenced her before she could get yourself anymore worked up. He slid his arms away from you, encouraging her to lay down on the sofa. He walked across and picked up a blanket before slotting himself in behind you, holding onto her tightly.

"Friendship isn't just something that can be forgotten," he whispered sweetly into your ear, squeezing you a little tighter. "You don't need to try and pretend that you're fine around me Chaeyoung."

For so long he'd stood back and watched her smile through the pain as the distance continued to grow between the two of them. He wanted to reach out to her more than anything to make her realise how much she was hurting you.

Because hurting you meant she hurt him too.

It was horrible for him to feel so helpless at times, watching you lean over your phone and wait for a message from her. He didn't want to break your heart like she did, but he recognised quite early on exactly what had happened.

Whilst Changkyun always considered himself her best friend, he knew how much she meant to you. However hard she tried to keep a straight face; he knew it was a friendship that she had treasured for so many years that was slipping away from you.

"Chan?" She suddenly whispered, craning your neck so that you could look back at him. "What do I do?"

He sighed softly, pressing a kiss against the tip of her nose, reminding you that he was there for her, and that she didn't have to act too quickly for anything.

"I've lost my best friend," you murmured.

"No, you haven't," his voice called out from behind her, "if she was your best friend Chaeyoung, she would have never done this to you. I know it's hard, I've lost plenty of friends too, but she was never meant to be your best friend if this was the way that she planned on treating you."

As hard as it was to listen to him, her heart was intent on letting you know that he was right. She didn't deserve to be abandoned, she'd been nothing but a good friend, and if she couldn't see that in you, then that was her loss.

"I think deep down you've always been my best friend," you told him, turning around in his arms so that you could press your cheek to his chest. "No one's been there for me like you have, there doesn't feel like there's anyone else who could fill the void that she's left."

"You're deserving of great people in your life Y/N, and I'm honoured to be one."

She felt his lips press gently against the top of her head, lingering for a few moments, before trailing his lips down until they rested against her cheeks.

As hard as it was to have been abandoned, she never had the chance to feel lost, thanks to Changkyun. He was always there holding onto her, even if he had to use all of his strength to do so, he always promised that he'd never let her go.

At times it often felt like she took Changkyun for granted. She always imagined how different your life would be if she'd met him in school. How nice it would have been to have been able to call him for so many more years than she already had done.

"Just don't worry about her anymore," Changkyun whispered into her ear, "we're going to move onto bigger and better things together."

Her head nodded as she finally began to feel yher tears dry up. "Thank you for not abandoning me when everyone else has Changkyun."

"I'll never let you go," he reminded her once again, "you'll always be my best friend."

"And you'll always be mine too."

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A/N: I hope so! 

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