𝙏𝙃𝙀 𝙍𝙀𝘼𝙎𝙊𝙉 𝙁𝙊𝙍 𝙈𝙔 𝙎𝘾𝘼𝙍𝙎 / 𝙃.𝙃𝙔𝙐𝙉𝙅𝙄𝙉 𝙓 𝙍𝙀𝘼𝘿𝙀𝙍

chapter 10; " winter 2018 "

September 29, 6:43

"You know, the man you're acquainted with" Da-hye started. They had already finished eating and had washed their hands, they were now sitting at the table,
Y/n watching Da-hye as she opened the phonecases and started decorating her phone. "Which? I barely talk to men" Y/n asked Da-hye. "You know, the one with long dark hair" Da-hye tried to remind her. "Don't talk to me about him" Y/n replied to her, her eyes twitching in anger at the thought of him. "oh" Da-hye said, being relieved of the fact that they don't talk a lot, because if he tells her sister about what he saw this morning, Da-hye herself thought that she'd be better off disappearing.

"You know unnie, whenever you cam home drenched in water even tho it wasn't raining, I always thought you'd get bullied" Da-hye started, thinking it was just happy memories for her, But it was one of the worst memories for Y/n.

The sudden sentence made Y/n go silent, she had to stay calm, because if she overreacted her sister would be sure of her getting bullied in the past. "I used to go to the pool a lot, my friends just liked teasing me and would push me into the pool full clothed." Y/n came up with a quick excuse. Her palms slightly sweating as she held onto the cold plastic cup filled with coke. "Ohh, I wish I had friends like that, I only have my two friends Hae-yi and seol-ah" Da-hye whined, creating a small crack inside Y/n's stomach, trying not to throw up as the memories of the past showed up in her head. "I don't talk to those people anymore" Y/n spoke, her tone suddenly switching. "Why no-" Da-hye tried to ask but was answered with a quick "stop." From Y/n. That strict 'stop' from Y/n didn't stop Da-hye from asking more so she took the chance. "But they're your frien-" Da-hye tried again. "Da-hye!" Y/n yelled, making Da-hye flinch as her eyes widened at the sudden yell.

She abruptly stood up and gathered her phonecases. "I'm taking a taxi home" Da-hye tempered at Y/n. "Sit back down" Y/n demanded. Her eyes glistening with fury. "Don't tell me what to do" Da-hye replied. Her expression was way more different than earlier, so was Y/n's. Y/n didn't have the energy to chase after her, her mood had dropped down to the lowest. The trauma from the past came back to haunt her as Da-hye left without looking back. Y/n grabbed her purse before getting up and walking to the bathroom, right across the restaurant bosphorus.

Her eyes turning glossy as the images kept flowing in. 'fuck' She thought as she walked into the bathroom, walking into the mirror and turning on the water the cold water immediately hitting her palms, helping her calm down as she washed her face over and over again. Regardless of how many times she washed her face, she was fighting to keep the tears held back in.

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It was the middle of winter, the roads were freezing and so were the alleyways. The brick wall splattered with blood was now covered with snow. The snowflakes kept pouring just like how blood dripped down from Y/n's arms. Her sleeves ripped up to her shoulder, her tights ripped and one of her shoes missing. The freezing ground was making it hard for her to keep her feet on the ground as the two girls kept her up.

Smoke blew onto Y/n's face as she coughed nonstop trying to breath through the smoke. "Your arms look so pretty, It's fun to sign people's arms, makes me feel like a celebrity" Eun-mie smiled, creating cuts as the pretty red color dripped down the freshly made cuts, Y/n screamed in pain, she couldn't even move her lips to beg them to stop. She was beaten to a pulp, bruises on her arms. Her arms burnt all the way down to her legs. The pretty color of blood resembling the color of her tie. Y/n sobbed out in pain, having hiccups in between her unstable sobs. The two of Eun-mie's friends who were holding onto her arms from the sides let go off her as
Y/n dropped to the ground, not being able to hold herself up while enduring the pain.
Her eyes were swollen from all of the crying, her lips shaking and her hands trembling. She felt weak, she couldn't even stand up on her own two feet. She was now on the ground, her knees all burnt and bruised. Tears streaming down her cheeks as she had trouble breathing. "Yah, you better not pass out. I'll wait until you're awake if you do. I won't even wait, I'll just torture you so you can wake up" Eun-mie threatened her. Her eyes wandering around as she found his boyfriend holding a red bull can. "Give me that" Eun-mie stretched her hand out for her boyfriend to give her the can. Her boyfriend came over and handed her the can before Eun-mie poured it all over her head. "That should keep you energetic" Eun-mie laughed along with her friends and boyfriend. Eun-mie's eyes had always screamed evil. Whenever she walked down the school halls, the students would run to their classrooms, not wanting to be seen infront of her. She threw the can at her head creating an empty sound as Y/n flinched at the sudden action. "c-c.." Y/n tried to speak. "Hm? Awh you look so cute trying to speak !!" Eun-mie laughed as she crossed her arms. "Can I..please have my
j-jacket back..?" Her lips took a long time to say those words out loud. Her lips suffering each time she tried to speak, but the cold was unbearable. "Huh? Ohh" Eun-mie finally understood what she meant. She had the jacket wrapped around her waist. "Hm, I think this suits me though" Eun-mie smiled, staring down at her waist before looking behind for her boyfriend. "Right, baby?" Eun-mie waited for an answer as she stared at her boyfriend. "So fucking adorable" her boyfriend was head over heels. Eun-mie then smiled and eyed Y/n. "My baby likes it, I'll keep it" she announced, before kneeling down to grab a handful of snow into her hands.