61. Nothing is Fine

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Jungkook after reading last chapter😅, I'm sorry y'all but please believe me it's a J.JK ff and I'm just a girl!😩 Please don't bash me!!!😭

JK ff and I'm just a girl!😩 Please don't bash me!!!😭

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Jungkook's POV

It was early evening. Alba was sitting on the couch next to me in my living room, eating popcorn and watching a movie. It had been a nice, relaxing day.

I couldn't help but smile. She was so beautiful. The way her eyes sparkled when she laughed, the way her cheeks turned pink when she was embarrassed, the way she smiled at me. I wanted to reach over and kiss her so badly. But I held myself back. I didn't want to ruin the moment.

As we sat there, laughing at the movie, I realized how much I had missed her. The two of us had spent so much time together recently. We had gotten so close, and now we were almost like friends. But there was still a part of me that wanted more. We had fallen into a comfortable silence. We had both been laughing and joking about the movie, and then all of a sudden it was quiet.

We were both lost in our thoughts. I glanced over at her. She was sitting there, her eyes closed, her head tilted back, and she was smiling. My eyes wandered over her body. She was wearing a loose fitting dress, which had slipped down slightly. I could see the outline of her bra through the material. My mouth went dry.

She sensed something, because she opened her eyes and looked over at me. Her eyes were full of concern. "Is everything okay, Kookie?"

"I'm fine." I said nonchalantly.

"Are you sure? You seem distracted." She said

"Yeah, I'm fine. I was just thinking." I said looking around.

"What were you thinking about?" She asked.

"Oh, nothing important." I shrugged.

"Come on, you can tell me." She pushed.

"I was just thinking about how beautiful you are." I blurted out, the words slipping out before I could stop them. "I'm sorry. I shouldn't have said that." I looked away, embarrassed.

She looked at me, her eyes wide. "Why not?"

"I shouldn't have said it." I repeated.

"But why not?" She asked furrowing her eyebrows.

I sighed. "Because I don't want to make things awkward between us." Looking the opposite side to the wall.

"Kookie, look at me." She said gripping my chin.

"No, it's fine." I said as I held her hand.

"Kookie, please look at me." She pleaded.

I finally looked at her. She was looking right into my eyes. Her face was only a few inches from mine.

"Kookie-" She started.

But I stopped her. "I just...I don't want to ruin what we have." I said looking away, finally we were at a point where I wanted her to be I didn't want this to change.

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