Teach Me How To Love, Ma'am (Love Job Series #1) | ongoing

♡ Chapter 24

Love Job Series #1

Teach Me How To Love, Ma'am

Chaoter 24: I'll Stop Teaching You How to Love Me

Kiana's POV

I wore my uniform and honestly... i kinda missed it. Martes na kasi ulit ngayon at gusto ko na ulit mag turo. Medyo mabigat pa rin ang pakiramdam ko pero dapat akong umusad.

Baka hindi magustuhan ni Papa kapag nag iyak lang ako buong mag hapon dahil sa kanya.

Nag make up lang ako ng kaunti para medyo matakpan ang pamumula ng mukha ko, kakaiyak.

"Kumusta Ma'am?" Tanong ni Merly ng pumasok ako sa faculty namin.

I smiled at her before saying. "I'm okay." I'm not, but i have to.

I just sat at my chair before doing my lesson plan. Nag plug na lang ako ng earpods para malibang ang sarili ko at hindi ako makapag isip ng kung ano ano.

When the bell rang, i stood up and got to my room. May mga nakakasalubong ako na nanga-ngamusta sa akin at siyempre ang sagot ko 'ayos lang ako'.

It was my most rehearsed answer in that kind of question. But i think, they shouldn't ask if we were okay instead they should say nandito lang ako kung kailangan mo ako it would express your feeling more further actually. You will make the person more loved or understood.

Natahimik ang klase ko ng bigla akong pumasok sa room. They all looked at me in horror like they saw a ghost or something.

"Ma'am!" Sabay sabay silang nag takbuhan para yakapin ako at duon na lang biglang tumulo ang mga luha ko.

This is when i realized that they are my strenghts... but also my weakness. Everybody left me but they're here, ready to wait for me even though i left them for a while.

Niyakap pa nila ako, they didn't ask if i were okay but instead... they let me feel that they're always here for me. Lagi nilang ipinaparamdam na kaya nila akong damayan.

They're not just kids, we can say na wala pa silang mga alam at mga mang mang pa lang pero they are one of my best reason to stay.

"Ma'am Kia, na-miss po namin kayo!" Sigaw ni Jhocey.

"M-miss ko na rin kayo." I had to cover my mouth because of to much stuttering.

"We love you Ma'am!" Niyakap uli nila ako at mas naluha ako ng isa isa nila akong abutan ng letter. "May surprise pa po sana kaming iba kaya lang po maaga po kayong dumating e. Kaya ayan lang po." Saad nito.

"Anong 'lang'? This meant so much to me. Mahal na mahal ko kayo, and even without this... i will always will."

Dito ko na realize na ang love ay hindi lang para sa karelasyon mo. It's about someone that this is there for you, even in your lowest. Hinding hindi ka nila tatalikuran dahil mahal ka nila e. Siguro para sa akin ngayon, i will let them go, but the memories will stay.

I will let them feel happy in their chosen places, iintindihin ko sila kahit masakit, kahit mahirap.

After ng iyakan namin ay may bigla akong naalala. "By the way, na'san pala si Akhiro?" Takang tanong ko.