Can I have this dance

CHAPTER 34

I ASKED Trent to drive me home, may gusto lang ako makita and after that I am voluntarily leaving Elieazer's house. Ilang beses akong pinakalma ni Trent as he kept on reminding me about my condition. But my tears kept on betraying me.

"You can leave me from here, Trent. Thank you so much" I smiled bitterly, as I unfastened my seatbelt.

"Are you sure Guin? I cannot leave you like this" He worriedly said. "Sasamahan kita" He insisted, but I stopped him.

"Don't worry about me Trent, I can manage" I continued to smile at him eventhough I can feel my tears starting to escape from my eyes.

"Guin it's not that you can manage, Alam mo ang kondisyon mo, please don't make it worst" Pakiusap nito.

"Just go, Trent" pakiusap ko dito saka ako bumaba sa kotse nito. Derederetso naman akong pumasok sa pamamahay ni Elieazer.

Supposedly the first place I should enter is the room, but my feet led me to Elieazer's office. It wasn't locked at all! With my heart pounding heavily and as my eyes started to water I faced the portrait that Elieazer has been covering for a long time.

Gently, I touched the hem of the silk clothing that has been covering this portrait, and I pulled the cloth slowly. And as I reveal the beautiful portrait before my eyes—my eyes started to get blind from the tears that won't stop from escaping.

I smiled bitterly, habang patuloy pa din ang pag agos ng luha ko. Hindi ko alam kung saan ko nakukuha ang lakas ng loob kong titigan pa ang portrait sa harapan ko, but my heart? I can feel like thousands of knives are stabbing me continuously making my heart bled.

The portraits content was Elieazer and Astaria's pre nuptial picture.

They looked so in-love and happy. The smile on Elieazer's face is very genuine, very true, very happy.

Bigla akong nanghina, kaya napakapit ako sa table ni Elieazer, accidentally I also saw a picture of my twin on his table.

The pain is unbearable and it's starting to suffocate me, so with all the strength I have, I left the room and headed towards Elieazer's room.

I got a pair of clothes saka wala sabi sabi kong pinunit ang gown na suot ko. Nakakapagtaka lang na may lakas pa akong mamunit ng damit samantalang hinang hina na ako sa sobrang sakit ng puso ko.

I wore whatever clothes I picked from the dressing room, after that I decided to call Harry.

"Can you pick me up?" I tried my best to sound okay, but this isn't the time for pretending anymore.

"Guin? Are you okay? Why are you crying? Where are you?" My bestfriend worriedly asked.

"Please pick me up at the nearby park outside the village" pag iinstruct ko dito. I have to leave as soon as possible. Dahil hindi ko na kaya, I cannot stay in this house for another second.

Agad naman nagsabi si Harry na on the way na ito sa location na sinabi ko.

I didn't pack up, I don't have the energy to pack up my things. Afterall, it seems like what Elieazer has bought isn't for me in the first place. It seems like it's for Astaria Guineth, not Anastacia Guinevere.

Before I left the house, I pulled out my engagement ring and wedding ring. This isn't mine to begin with. This is not for me..This is for my twin, whom they assumed I killed.

Inilapag ko iyon sa center table saka ako dali daling lumabas ng bahay ni Elieazer. I did not look back anymore I just ran to the nearest park and waited for Harry to pick me up.

Harry came as soon as possible, agad akong sumakay ng makita ang kotse nito. He did not asked me nor asked why I looked like this, the moment I settled down in his car ay agad niyang pinaandar 'yon.