ALL TO MYSELF

V - Pluto

I walked in the club with Meg behind me, trying to get a buzz before she dropped our new song together. I was hoping none of this ended up on TheShadeRoom before I got the chance to tell Liyah. I know we just met but I don't want her to think I'm the nigga she heard about. Plus after this morning, I know she somebody I need to keep around. She not like anybody else I've invited over to the crib. Shawty made me breakfast and got out the way. I can't do nothing but respect that.

I can't stop myself from going back to her IG to see if she posted something new and luckily for me she did a while ago. Shawty gorgeous, make her own money, got a real plan, qualities I would want in a woman if I ever decided to settle down. Once we got settled in the section, I poured up and started looking around. It was hella people on the floor taking pictures and recording with the flash on. I looked around in all the other sections and was shocked when I saw Liyah sitting in a section across the room. I decided to shoot her a text to get her to come over.

Liyah

U look good

thanks. you too.

U coming with me later?

kinda rude if you have someone with you

Wym?

meg is literally right next to you ..

Don't worry bout that. Come sit by me.

i'm with my girls rn

Bring them too. I wanna see u

🙄 ok pluto

She came over with her girls and I told security to let her through. I could tell she had a lil attitude because I popped out with Meg but I wanted her around me so she could see how I move and know I wasn't like people say. On top of that I know TheShadeRoom probably already posted something so I wanted to keep a low profile so they wouldn't post nothing else. I went and kicked it with my boy Marco to smoke and talk shit for a minute until I just wanted to lay up.

I spoke to a couple more people until T walked me to the truck outside. I shot Liyah a text to see if she wanted to roll with me.

Liyah

I'm outside

you leaving?

Yeah. U coming?

idk. my girls good here after i leave?

Yeah they can stay. I want u with me though

ok. where are you?

T coming get you

She walked towards the truck with T, getting in without saying a word as we pulled off.

"I thought you wasn't mad at me."

"I'm not," she responded, scrolling on her phone.

"So why you all the way over there? And don't say you not tryna be up on me."

"I don't even know why I'm mad," she muttered under her breath.

"So you are mad."

"I'm mad that I had to find out the way I did."

"Find out what? That we got a song coming out?"

"You know what I mean. You coulda told me y'all would be out together."

"It was last minute. I didn't even know she was in town. I didn't even know you would be there."

"You don't have to explain yourself honestly. It is what it is," she said dryly, looking out of the window.

"Come here, shawty."

She kept her gaze on the window.

"Liyah. Come here."

Nothing. She stayed silent looking out the window until we pulled up in front of the house. I got out and opened her door. She hesitated for a second, then got out walking towards the front door. When I unlocked the door, she walked in and I headed towards the stairs. I looked back and saw that she went and sat on the couch, typing on her phone.

"You mad for real?" I asked walking towards her.

"I just don't think I need to be here."

"Why not?"

"I don't know. I just wanna go home."

"Cool," I responded nonchalantly.

I went upstairs into the bedroom to get in the shower. I get why she upset but I'm not on that type of timing with Meg at all. I decided to give her space until she calmed down and came upstairs. I got out of the shower and threw some clothes on, walking out into an empty bedroom. I guess she needed a little more time. I walked back downstairs and saw that the spot she was sitting in on the couch was also empty.

"Liyah," I called into silence.

I walked around checking the areas downstairs as I kept calling for her. After a while I realized she really wasn't here. I ran back upstairs and grabbed my phone to call her but it went to voicemail after 2 rings.

Liyah

Wya?

back at the club.

Stop playing. Come back

no. goodnight pluto.

Fuck it. She can stay mad. I told her what it was and she choosing to be upset so it is what it is. I scrolled through my messages to find somebody else to keep me warm for the night.