Iris (Glenn Rhee x reader)

20| We are not the Same

Y/n POV

Dead. That's all everyone could think about. Loosing 3 important people to us back to back was not something planned. And to make matters even worse we were on the fucking road again.

Maggie, Daryl and Sasha went off, I don't know what to do but they were gone. We sat by the white church bus waiting. Glenn was holding Evie while we all were waiting for them to come back.

No one really said anything, which no one expected anyone to do. There wasn't much to say anyways. I think being quiet together was better than nothing. Our main goal was DC.

The car came to a stop and I put my head down. I knew what this meant.

"We're out. Just like the other one" Abraham said as he leaned back in the drivers seat.

"So we walk" Rick said, I slightly groaned as the doors to the van opened up.

Glenn kept a hold of our baby. I didn't have the energy to hold her. Plus I don't think Glenn minded holding her. It was his way of keeping up with lost time.

Evie was whining and I knew it was time for me to feed her. I didn't want the slow down the group at all but I had to. I was breast feeding her because I had the opportunity too and just formula was hard to come by.

"She's hungry" I heard Eugene say from right next to us. I nodded my head.

"Thank you captain obvious" I mumbled as I grabbed my daughter from Glenn.

"Are you gonna feed her?" Eugene asked. I stopped walking and looked at him.

"Do you want me to pop a fucking tit right now?" I yelled at him maybe a little too loud. "Because if you do sure I'll feed her right now with you staring at me!" I said as I held on to Evie tightly. I saw Eugene's face and I felt bad.

"What's going on?" Daryl grunted as he turned around. At this point I had an audience staring at me.

"I didn't mean to yell at you, just pissed off" I mumbled as I switched Eugene around in my arms to get more comfortable.

"Here I got you" Rosita said as she walked over to me and covered my chest out so I can feed my baby in peace.

"You guys keep walking we got her" Michonne said as she pulled out her Katana to make sure that no Walkers would sneak up.

"You sure?" Rick asked as he held on to Judith. I saw Michonne nodd and the rest of the group walked ahead.

"You good?" Glenn asked as he kissed my forehead. I nodded my head and he walked along with the others.

"I didn't mean to yell at him" I mumbled as Evie started to drink my milk. It was the truth. Just everyone was pissing me off, I had no idea how long we have been walking for.

"Don't apologize. I get it. I wanna rip his head off sometimes too" Rosita said with a small smile. I couldn't help but let out a small laugh.

"Everyone's on the edge" Michonne said as she looked around to keep watch.

"I don't want to loose anyone else" I sighed as I felt Evie was done. I put my shirt back on and adjusted myself.

"Can I?" Rosita asked as she held out her hands to try and take Evie. I nodded my head and gave her Evie.

"Me either" Michonne said as she put her Katana back as we continued to walk. Doing our best to catch up with the rest of the group without running.

"I'm gonna go head out" Daryl said as he passed his gun to Rick. "See what I can find" Daryl said as he walked over to me and kissed my forehead and the same with Evie.

"Be safe" I said as I watched him start to head off.

"I'll come with" Carol said as she stepped forward. We could all tell Daryl was hurting. I knew Daryl wanted to handle this by himself and he didn't want others to sit there and pity him. That's why I always stayed my distance.

"I got it." Daryl said as he looked back at her. She rolled her eyes and continued to follow after him.

We contuined to walk farther and farther. I stayed in the back with Sasha. I knew she was unstable right now. There were a couple of walkers behind us slowly following us. Which none of us had the energy to fight them off.

"We can take em" Sasha said as she looked at me. I knew her main goal was just to blow off steam. She lost to much and she didn't know how to handle it. But it was a stupid idea because none of us were in the right head space. I turned around to look at them. There were only a dozen but I didn't want to risk it.

"Rick's right. We barely have anything left. No use in spending it all now." I said softly not trying to upset her.

"I can take em" She said as she stopped and looked at them. I turned around to her to make sure she was thinking straight.

"Your brother was pissed, too, after what he lost. It made him stupid." I said to her trying to make her snap out of it.

"We are not the same. We never were." She said as she looked at me.

"But it's still the same" I said softly to her with a tiny smile. It was crazy that she didn't get it. "It just is." And with that she started to walk ahead of me.

I stoped her only from making this one stupid decision but I have no idea how many I can stop her from now. I sighed as I hurried after the group not wanting to be left behind.