Kelly and Stella : Coming Back Together Again

Fall out

Last night they had Jennifer over due to Stella wanting to try to talk it out. Stella left the conversation feeling optimistic that maybe her apology was genuine. Kelly didn't buy any of it and felt she was just saying it to say it hoping to get back in their good graces again. This morning when Kelly woke up Stella was already up with Roman just finishing up his feeding. "Good morning" Kelly said sitting up. "Good morning. How'd you sleep" Stella said. "Pretty good for the most part. What about you" Kelly said. "Surprisingly Roman slept 7 hrs straight so I slept great" Stella said. "That's good. I knew I never did hear him cry so didn't figure he was up a lot but you can never tell" Kelly said. "Are the other two kiddos still asleep" Kelly asked. "Yeah. It's only 6:15 though" Stella said. "Oh so we still have about an hour before they get up. I might get up in a few minutes and cook some breakfast" Kelly told her. "That would be perfect. Before you do anything though how are you feeling about our conversation with your mom last night at the moment" Stella said. "I still feel pissed off. I think she takes advantage of knowing how kind hearted you are by talking a good game saying things that she knows you'll believe and feel bad for her. I really think that we should cut her off. I'm sure Cindy will be more than willing to watch the kids and if not that's fine we can find somewhere for sure. I'm sick and tired of her trying to be all up in our relationship and shit talking you all the time. I'm not tolerating that" Kelly tells her. "I hear what you are saying and I'm sick of it too but I just am on the fence about the kids. She's never done anything to them so I feel it would be unfair to punish them for it" Stella tells him. "I hear you but she's taking advantage of the kids. If we wouldn't have to go and get them from her place she wouldn't be able to say anything to either of us at this point yet because we do she gets to talk" Kelly tells her. "I'm just not really sure Kelly. I truly do hear you and understand what you are saying and it's not that I don't completely agree to an extent with what you are saying it's just that I know y'all have always been close with her both you and the kids. I don't want to be the reason why that falls apart to have that popped in my face at a later time. If you decide that I want you to do it and be exclusively your decision" Stella told him. "That's fine. Why would it be popped in your face though because regardless we are on the same page" Kelly said. "If y'all weren't close I wouldn't be so worried but I have had too much popped into my face at a later time" Stella told him. "I'm not ever going to do that to you and never had. I'm not your parents or Grant" Kelly tells her. "I know that I do but at the risk you switch up on me to be like them I just can't risk it" Stella tells him. "I understand completely. I say this with so much love but I think you need to go back to therapy some more because I have a hard time believing that our relationship has a real chance long term if you don't get over some of the things that still hang you up sometimes. I understand why they do but if you can't get past them they are going to ruin your future in a lot of areas" Kelly tells her. "I know. I think in some ways my late pregnancy and already in Post Patrum has brought up a lot of things that I thought I was over but clearly I'm not or they wouldn't be so triggering now" Stella tells him. "What do you mean" Kelly asked. "The way your mom talks about me and to me reminds me a lot of how my mom and Grant used to talk to me all the time. As much as I would like to think that none of it has bothered me it has especially with her talking about me cheating on you. It's not something I'll ever do or thought about with either of us but she did get into my head a little bit there. She really got me with the chasing dick comment too honestly. I know I'm not and you know that but what if one day you think about it and it does get to you or you wake up one day realizing I don't deserve you. Giving birth unlocked more insecurities into me and our relationship again. I know you didn't cheat on me the first 2 times but what if you do this time plays in my mind. I also know that you say that you love me and my body but it changes post partum so what if you no longer like it is something that plays constantly"  Stella tells him leaving him a little speechless. "Stella I'm not going to say that I'm surprised her words have affected you because I'm not. That would affect anyone to be completely honest. What I will tell you though and I say this wholeheartedly is that I do not care how you look sure your beauty is a bonus but that's not what I love the most about you and what really makes you beautiful isn't your physical appearance it's the huge heart that you have. You are one of the most selfless, compassionate, brave, loving, and uplifting people I have ever met and that's what makes you beautiful to me not what you look like. Knowing what you have been through with 3 pregnancies and 3 births does make your physical appearance bad ass though. What your body did to do any of that isn't easy and should be admired for it. About the good dick comment I know good and well you love me and aren't going anywhere. I can only hope you realize I'm not going anywhere either" Kelly tells her pulling her into a side hug due to Roman still being in her arms. "I appreciate that and love you so much" Stella tells him. "I love you too" Kelly tells her before giving her a kiss. "I'm going to holler at my mom later and tell her the kids won't be around her anymore nor will we but I'm going to make it abundantly clear that unless given reason not to that Richard can stay around. Is that okay" Kelly said. "Fine by me and I'm behind you 1000 percent" Stella tells him. "Just making sure because those are our children not just mine ever. I do really need your approval before I do something like that. It's important to me don't ever doubt that and it's not ever going to be popped back in your face if I have anything to do with it" Kelly tells her. "I know that deep down I really do" Stella tells him. "As long as you know it somewhere" Kelly told her