Who's Obsession?

XXXII- Secrets

I was pacing the ground, biting on my nails as I focused back on each and every word Jungkook said.

"My father was the director general of the hospital"

'WHAT THE FUCK DID THIS LEAD ME TO? LIKE ALL THE YEARS OF PAIN AND SUFFER LED ME TO BE CONNECTED TO THAT DISGUSTING MAN'S SON. IF THE GOD DIDNT LIKE ME THEN HE SHOULDN'T HAVE SENT ME ON THIS SHIT ASS PLANET.'

'I need assistance' I thought and hurried to take out my phone. I dialed yeonjun's number , it rang for half a minute and i was going to hang up but then he answered the call .

"Hello noona?" He whispered and i sighed in relief "Did i catch you at a bad time?" I whispered back not knowing why i was whispering .

"No its okay" he said and i continued "i need to meet you and yoongi" i said and i could almost hear him stiffen up .

"Why? Is everything okay? Did he touch you? Or do something wrong?" Yeonjun asked with all seriousness .

"No no i just need to meet you guys i need to talk abo-"

"Who do you need to meet?" I jumped at the sudden voice dropping the phone on the ground .

I turned around to spot jungkook leaning sideways on the wall looking straight in my eyes .

I could hear yeonjun's distant voice calling me out .

"Noona? Is everything okay?" I looked down on the phone and bent down to picked it up .

"Yeah everything is fine . Ill call you later" i said and hung up without waiting for his response .

"Answer sweetheart" he said as he walked towards me and raised my chin with his finger "Who is it that you desperately want to meet?" He asked and i gulped removing his finger from the grip of my chin .

"I need to meet yeonjun and yoongi" i said as he looked at me and smiled "That simple? You should have told me earlier . I'll arrange a meeting" he said as he patted my head and walked out .

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"HE IS HIS FATHER" Beomgyu yelled on call and i shushed him , signaling him to stay quiet .

"yeah , i wasnt aware because no where it was mentioned somi was his daughter , but he told me yesterday and i have been thinking of ways to leave" i said as i ate the chips in the bowl while lying on my bed .

"If you need any help , ring me up okay? I need to go for shift right now" he said and i hummed as he hung up .

Jungkook was in the study , he was working on something , yeonjun and yoongi were coming tomorrow .

The door suddenly opened making me go on my knees and peep to see who it was .

Jungkook came in with glasses , white shirt in which 2 buttons were unbuttoned and black pants . He was looking down on his ipad . But then he just sighed and kept it aside . He moved his gaze to me , and i just fake smiled and got undercovers again .

"Sweetheart" he said as he walked towards me .

He moved the covers and plopped on top of me . YES ON TOP OF ME .

"Im sorry just for a few minutes please" he said and i loosened up .

"I had a hectic day baby , i really want a hug", he said and my hands raised in the air contemplating if i should hug back and they hesitated but i ended up hugging him back .

"God y/n your touch alone is so soothing for me" he said as i awkwardly smiled .

'LIKE WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO , THERE WAS A SPARK OF ATTRACTION NOW ITS GONE , WHAT SHOULD I DO NOW?'

He propped his chin on my chest and looked up at me .

"I like you so much y/n, so much i cant stay without you" he said and i looked down at him again smiling awkwardly .

'Guess what? U will be doing just that'

"You have been...low i would say since yesterday , since i told you my story" he said and i was looking down at him with realisation . Whatever may his story be , whomever maybe his father , i shouldnt have acted distant with him after he legit opened up about his past , that was very wrong of me to do so .

"Im so sorry , you must have felt bad since i was acting distant , since you literally opened up about your past , that was very wrong of me . I am really sorry" i said and he just smiled and raised himself to my level , he kept both his hands on each of my sides , and hovered over me .

"You dont need to be sorry y/n i know you are not the kind of person who would hurt someone intentionally . I know there was something wrong , or you found something wrong in my story . Can i know what it is?"  He asked and i looked to my side .

"I cant" i said and he smiled "thats okay" he said and plopped beside me .

"My kiss ?" He said and i smiled pressing a kiss on his cheek .

"Thankyou so much sweetheart , come here let me sleep with you in my arms" he said and i hesitantly moved into his arms.

He laid his arm under my neck and made me snuggle close to him .

He was fast asleep but all i did was stare at the empty space next to the bed .

'I cant let him know about my past. Not today , not tomorrow , not ever'

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