Who's Obsession?

XXXIX - Letters

Beomgyu walked next to me carrying my bags and everything yoongi gave me , as we made our way inside the private jet that yoongi prepared for us. 

I took my seat next to beomgyu , while jin , yeji and lisa sat next to us on their seats .

The pilot made an announcement as we started flying and thats when beomgyu passed me an envelope. 

I looked at him in confusion "Yoongi told me to give you this once we start flying" he explained and i took the envelope from him .

I opened the envelope , and found two fullsize papers inside .

I picked one and then opened it .

Noona,
Hi! You are probably reading this while you guys are flying , yoongi hyung had a really good reason for that but yeah , im sure he will tell you all about it in his letter . But for my letter i just want to tell you , that you are the best thing that has happened in my life .

I remember the first day i met you , i was already feeling like shit because he had to kidnap you like that and bring you here . But i guess it was a good thing because i could meet you , and share a bond with you . I have always wished for a sibling and i am so glad i found a sister in you . I am so sorry that you had to stay locked up in that house but i hope i made this jail better for you . If you ever need me , you know i am just a call away , i will always show up when you need me .

No matter where you are , you just need to know that your yeonjunieeee loves you , and oh i will definetly be visiting Italy to see you . And please dont worry about yoongi hyung i will take care of him . And please take care of yourself .
I love you noona , my real sister . 

With love,
Junieee .

My eyes swelled up with tears as i mumbled to myself "I love you too yeonjunie" i said as i put the letter back in the envelope. And picked the other one to read .

Y/n ,
Hi my baby , i am writing this letter to you to explain a few things .

I am going to tell beomgyu to give you this letter when you start flying because i know once you read this you will want to come back but i can not have you coming back and putting yourself in trouble .

First of all i want to tell you , im fine , you dont need to worry about shooting me , i am all good . I have taken bullets in worse places (hoping you shot me in a good spot where i wont die)

And second of all , this is something i have been meaning to tell you. My mom's name is Min Ae Ri .

The letter dropped from my hand and into my lap .

"Y/n what's wrong?" Beomgyu asked and i looked at him as tears slipped down my cheeks . And i pointed at the letter . He picked it up and started reading it and i could see his eyes widen when he reached the line . He looked at me and then back at the letter and then back at me .

"Baby do you want me to read the rest to you?" He asked and i softly nodded .

Yes , y/n you have it right . We have the same mother , not only that yeonjun also has the same mother .

Beomgyu looked at me and my eyes were wider than before .

"What the actual fuck?" He said and i nudged him signaling him to read further .

I am sorry , i really am , i know i should have told you this before , but if i did you would be so hell bent on getting us out with you and that would risk you , and oh i could never want that .

You might be quiet confused right now , your eyeballs are probably gonna fall out with shock , and hey close your mouth , you dont want a fly getting in there .

On second thought i dont think flies can get that high in atmosphere. But yes , just spare me a minute to explain everything to you .

So first of all to understand everything you need register the fact that your mom...our mom was a whore . She had me 4 years before her marriage , and put me in an orphanage , and then as soon as she got married to your father , she had you in their first year of marriage . And then when you were 2 years old , she left for her "embassy job" because she was fucking pregnant with a guy's child who she used to work with. That was yeonjun . She left him with the guy . He grew up with him ,  and then moved out at the age of 16 knowing that his mother was married to someone else . He wanted to find the man she was married to . He did but he also found his sister . At the age of 17 he joined the KimJeon family of mafia . We met and one day while just talking , he told me about his mother , I remembered the woman who abandoned me so well that it didn't take me time to know that we had the same mother . But then he told me , our mother had a daughter too .

And that my baby , were you , that was the day i found you . I regret everyday that i was lazy and got jay to get all your details for Taehyung , because if i was the one who got all that information i could have saved you so much trouble and for that i am so sorry .

This was the second reason why i told beomgyu to give you this letter when you guys start flying because i know , i know knowing all this information will make you come back to both of us. But i can not for the life of me have you do that , i just cant . You are so precious y/n , i wish i found you way before , so that we could have gotten to know each other as half siblings not as just friends of the guy who kidnapped you and who are willing to help you escape . I cannot tell you how much i love you , i had promised myself to never get attached to anything related to my mom but oh my baby i could never stop myself from getting attached you . I am so sorry , i am so sorry i could not protect you , i am so sorry i could not show you how much i love you , and i am so sorry i did not find you before , i am so sorry i could not protect you from these two lunatics . But i promise , i promise to provide you with everything , and anything so that you can live a comfortable life with your friends , with the only family you have . And i promise to protect you for the rest of your life , from no matter where i am .

To conclude this letter i just want to tell you. Your elder brother loves you , and he is so fucking proud of the person you became even though you grew up in a troubled household , you never let that discourage you from becoming a successful young woman . I am so proud of you atleast one of us is doing a legal job (please laugh) . But yes i just want to tell you i love you , and i will continue to protect you from these 2 lunatics . And that guy who followed you everywhere calling you "noona noona noona" he loves you just as much . We both do .

With love ,
Your brother (yoongles)

I was crying a river , with my hand between my teeths to avoid making a  sound and waking the others up . I looked up at beomgyu and laughed when i found him crying as much as i was crying .

"Idiot why the fuck are you crying ?" I asked laughing .

"Because i know how much you have wanted a family that loves you and doesnt just abandon you like your mom did , and knowing that you were surrounded by your actual semi-biological family members who love you so much , protected you even if it meant staking their lives . I know how much that means to you." He said between his sobs and i just started crying harder .

He pulled me in a hug , caressed my hair while i wet his shirt with my tears .

"I am going to kill both of them" i said and he laughed and continued caressing my hair .

And next thing i know i was deep asleep in his arms .

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