I Kissed A Boy.

23.

//WARNING: This chapter contains teasing, heavy flirting, nsfw moments, death.
Read at your own risk. ;3.//




**Joshua.**

"W-Wait." 
I could no longer think straight with the one below me.
I was in his mouth as he kept me pressed against the wall.
My brows knitted with my face flushed red looking down at the blond.
He was completely locked in on what he was doing.
And it was making my whole body feel weird.

"Devi." I cried his name.
He smirked softly.
"Come." He told me.

And I woke up.
I sat there out of breath with my heart racing.
Ever since that night..
I've done nothing but dream of him.
And I hated it.

Because at this point, I'm sure that's all this will ever be.
Is a dream.
None of my friends liked nor trusted him.
But I did.
He could have killed me that night.
But instead..
He only made my feelings deepen for him.

I sat in my bed, knowing I had a problem to fix before I could leave this room.
I stared at my reaction from the dream and it made my face grow red.
Closing my eyes, I slid my hand into my shorts and imagined Devi.
This was driving me crazy.
It wasn't enough.
I knew I was a virgin.
But with someone like Devi?
I could see myself liking it rough.
...
God, I'm a PERVERT.

I walked into the kitchen and made myself a bowl of cereal.
Jayce was already in the room and was eating his own bowl of cereal.
My eyes fell on the other.

"Morning." I greeted him.
Jayce looked up from the daze he was in.
"Oh, good morning Joshua. Mom already left for work and dad never came home last night." He told me.
I blinked.
"I really don't know why mom is staying with him, she already knows he's cheating on her every night, at this point? It's just sad." I said.

Jayce paused eating his breakfast, his eyes on me.
"Without dad, wouldn't we lose the house?" He questioned.
I sat down in front of the other.
"Probably, but there's homes that work with low income, except you and I would have to get jobs to help mom out with the bills." I told the other.

Jayce frowned softly.
"That would be tiring." He commented.
I nodded in agreement.
"It would be, but there's people in worse situations, so if our parents did split up? We'd still have it pretty good compared to others." I said before eating my cereal.
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With nothing planned over the weekend, it went by pretty fast.
Which only made Monday get here sooner.
And it meant I would see Devi.

All I could think about was that dream.
That stupid dream that made me want the other even more.
But.
What if Devi was only joking before?
What if he was bored and I was someone he used to pass the time with, and when he found out I was a virgin.
He actually lost all interest in me?

Great.
Now I really was depressing myself.

We walked into the parking lot where our group gathered.
It was always a weird place to hang out, but it was their choice.
Personally 
I'd choose a more safe place, like I don't know, the side of the school building or something?

"Good morning, twins." Rocky was the first to greet us with a grin.
I yawned with a wave.
"Morning." I looked around.
"Where's Ziggy?" I asked.

"At home, apparently he caught a bug over the weekend." Rocky told me.
I blinked before frowning softly.
"Comes with being human, did those two jerks show up yet?" I questioned looking around.
Rocky stared before glaring softly.
"Yeah, they showed up earlier, that Zeke bastard looked over here like he was looking for Zigzag." His arms crossed.
"He's really asking to get punched." He frowned.

I felt chills when I spotted Devi making his way into the school.
Both Magna and August glued to his side as they looked around.

I wasn't brave enough to chase after him.
That was almost like chasing death.
But.
It didn't stop my body from reacting to him.
It's all because of that stupid dream!
And my body was betraying me.

"Josh?"
I blinked looking at Rocky who placed his cold hand on my forehead.
"You got really red all of a sudden, did you also catch a bug or something?" He asked me.
I stepped back, feeling awkward.
"I don't think so, I was just remembering something, but I'll see you guys in second period. There's something I need to do before class starts." I told them before running off, not giving anyone a chance to say anything. 

I was scared out of my mind.
What was I doing?
Was I really chasing after Devi?
I knew I was nothing more than some human to him.

I walked into the building and looked around.
I was choosing to be really stupid right now.
One wrong thing I say?
And I'll be like Devin.
Or worse.
I'll just be dead.

This is my fault for being obsessed with villains.
They were just so much better than the regular types.
..
Maybe there was something wrong with me.

"Devi."

I paused and turned to an empty classroom.
That sounded like Quin's voice.
Someone I couldn't stand.
But was also very jealous of.

Somehow, that guy managed to land himself as Devi's errand boy.
He was able to be around Devi all day, meanwhile?
I was stuck watching from afar.

I walked over to the classroom but stood at the side, I didn't want to be seen just yet.
I just leaned against it to make it look normal, so no one would suspect me eavesdropping.
Because that was NOT what I was doing..
I was just waiting.

"What is it now, Quin?" Devi questioned, but he sounded annoyed already.
"Those two vampires that showed up here last week, what are your thoughts on them?" Quin asked the other.
"There's not much to think about when there's not much to look at, they came to this school to stir drama up, and they're also after a potential new friend." Devi replied.
Quin made a face.
"Potential new friend? Are you referring to that crybaby?" He asked him.

My brows furrowed standing there.
They were talking about Ziggy.
I wanted to march in there and defend my friend.
But at the same time.
I knew my place.

"Am I sensing jealousy out of you, Quin?" Devi teased.
"There's nothing to be jealous about, he's just some human that Kaiser found interest in. I don't see the attraction either, he's too emotional and-"

"Just say you don't like him, I don't need all the extra content." Devi told the other.
Quin frowned.
"I don't like him, he came from a school after causing a car to explode, and now he's this emotional mess." His arms crossed.
"He's attention seeking." He added.

Devi leaned back in the desk.
"Like you're being by complaining about someone that doesn't concern you?" Devi questioned.
Quin stepped back.
"I'm not-"
"You are and it's giving me a headache, all you humans know how to do is whine or complain, if I didn't need you, you'd just be another body added to the pile. But? If you keep acting like an annoying pest, I'll do away with you, now. Leave me alone." Devi told him.

I heard footsteps making their way in my direction.
I was so involved in listening that I forgot to walk away.

"What are you doing out here?" Quin demanded glaring at me.
I blinked.
"I was just-"

"Oh, it's you." I felt my blood run cold seeing Devi at the door now, smirking at me with amusement.
"Quin, go to class, you? Come with me." He said.

Quin made a face.
"What do you want with this guy?"
Devi turned to Quin with black eyes.
"Are you actually questioning me?"
Quin stepped back with furrowed brows.
"No, sorry, I'll go." He said before glaring at me as he walked away.

Devi watched the other before his eyes went back to dark blue, he looked to me amused.
"You're lucky you are cute, because eavesdropping? That would have got you killed." He told me walking into the classroom, shutting the door behind him and locking it.

"I wasn't trying to-- I just-"
"Use your words." Devi sat on top of the teachers desk, looking at me as my brows knitted together.
"I just wanted to see you." I told him.
Devi smirked softly.
"Well aren't you cute? I figured the other night would have scared you away from me, but here you are." He jumped down as I stepped back from the other.

"You do realize how stupid this makes you, right?" Devi grinned, reaching as he grabbed the back of my hair, tugging as my heart began to race.
"I don't care, you're all I think about and it's driving me insane. I-I dream about you-"
"Oh my." Devi grinned deviously.
"You are definitely the wild twin, what dreams are you having about me? Remember, use your words." He teased.

My face was red standing there.
"I can't it's embarrassing." I told him.
Devi arched a brow.
"Should I make it easier on you?" He offered as I nodded.
Devi grinned leaning in.
"Too bad, I'd rather embarrass you." He told me as my eyes widened.

"Tell me your dream." Devi smirked.
I frowned at the other.
"We're in a room.. a-and you're going down.. on me." I looked away, my face was on fire now.
"Is that all?" Devi questioned amused.
"The dreams never finish because I always wake up." I told him.

Devi smirked as his hands fell to my hips.
"Is that what you want? For me to go down on you? To make you feel pleasure?" He asked me.
I looked away with tears in my eyes.
"No.. because it'll be one sided."

I let out a startled gasp at how fast he slammed me onto the teachers desk, pulling my jeans down as Devi stared at me.
"If it was one sided? This perversion of yours wouldn't even be happening, you'd be thrown out that door. If this was one sided?"
Devi's hand wrapped around me as I cried out, covering my mouth with my free hand.
"I wouldn't touch you, I wouldn't want to fuck you into a crying mess. You did however surprise me." He said before bringing me into his mouth.

It was like that dream.
Hot tears burned my eyes feeling him, his tongue traveling and teasing as my whole body tensed up.
I wanted more.
But I was scared.

"Devi." I cried out his name as he removed his mouth, a sinister grin on the others lips.
"Come, Joshua." He told me as my body let it out and I was breathing heavy.

"You are going to be quite the handful, a human chasing after a vampire who could end his life in a second." Devi smirked softly looking at my tired expression.
"I want nothing more but to make a mess out of you, homeroom isn't an important class period, so let's use this time for you to learn your body." Devi told me.
My brows knitted.
"Learn my body? What do you mean?" I asked him.

Devi grinned, his finger pressing against me as my back arched.
"Like where your prostrate is for starters, that's where you'll get the most pleasure and where I'll enjoy fucking." He pressed his finger into me as I cried out.
"W-Wait." I reached but his free hand took both of my wrists and held them above my head, pinning them to the desk.

I was scared as Devi added a second finger now, while the first one was feeling the other was spreading me as my legs pressed together.

"You are such a little virgin." Devi cooed with amusement.
My brows knitted.
"It feels wei--ahh." I cried out as Devi grinned deviously.
"Found it." He said rubbing that spot as I tried pulling away.

"N-No, stop. I don't like it." I cried.
Devi rolled his eyes.
"You're a bad liar." He told me and before I could argue, his lips were pressing against mine, his tongue demanding access as his fingers thrusted into me.
Tears burned my eyes as Devi's tongue traveled in my mouth.

"I really want to fuck you." Devi unbuckled his jeans as my heart pounded against my desk.
"B-But."
"I'm not going to force it, otherwise that'll be the bad version of what's happening here. All I need to hear from you? Is yes." He told me.
My face was red as I looked at him then at his crotch.
I was scared.
But I was also excited.

I nodded.
"Yes." I told him.
Devi smirked pulling me forward as he turned me over onto my stomach.
"I want you to feel me when I fuck you." Devi whispered into my ear.
Tears burned my eyes when I felt him pressing himself against me.
I was scared.
But I couldn't find my voice to scream.

In seconds, he was pressing into me and I was crying out in nothing but pain.
Until he hit that spot.
The one that made my whole body feel weird.
I pressed my legs together which made Devi growl.
"Don't do that, you're already tight enough." He told me.

"I feel weird." I told him as he thrusted into me, harder this time as my heart skipped a beat.
"Bad weird or good weird?" Devi questioned.
I thought about it despite my brain spinning.
"G-Good." I answered.
Devi smirked.
"You're probably going to come again." He told me thrusting as I cried out.
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What felt like ten minutes later of nothing but crying and making a mess.
I was trying to force myself to stay awake as I laid on the desk, but my head was on Devi's lap who sat there, scrolling through his phone.

"Are you alive?" He teased.
I blushed but nodded sitting up, there were small bites all over me, but thankfully they were easy to cover up.

"So, Joshua, I was thinking." 
I looked at Devi who put his phone away.
"I think I've had my fill with you as a human, so this is your prize." He jumped down and stood in front of me.
Biting into his own wrist, he shoved it to my mouth as my brows knitted trying to push the other away.
But I could taste his blood.

"I decided, I want to make you mine, permanently." He told me.
And without warning.
My neck was being snapped and my body was dropping to the floor.

Oh.