A MAN TO HEAL

chapter forty three

POV Suki

The phone falls from my hand and I begin to tremble

The shopping bags also fall from my hands and I kneel down, my heart beating faster

" Miss Lee, is everything okay? " I can hear Rudy's voice yelling

But my eyes closed, I can barely breath

I feel two powerful hands lifting me before I fall in nothingness

When my eyes slowly open, i immediately notice a room full of men in black, some were talking with a very hard to understand speed, others are typing with focus on their computers

" Where's my phone? " I murmur

A few of them turn their heads to look at me and then Rudy walks towards me

" Miss Lee, we are using it to track Mr Park's location " he responds simply

" I need...to call my friends " I say

I actually have no idea what I'm talking about, my eyes fill with water, I'm just panicking so bad

Rudy looks at me, I was waiting for him to tell me that it's not possible cause they're working, but he simply nods

" Give her her phone back " he says to one of the guys behind a computer

" But sir..." He begins to protest

" Give her back her phone " he repeats firmly " we will continue after " he adds

I smile faintly at him, grateful

" Thank you " 

With trembling hands I take back my phone, conscious that I stopped the men from doing their job, but I simply feel like I need some mental support otherwise I won't survive

I call Kailah first, but I get her automatic voicemail

So I call Bellatia

" Suki? " She says as she picks up

I can't even place a word, I start crying deeply

I need to get myself together, Jimin is probably in danger right now and I'm here acting stupid like that

I need to be strong

But I just can't help it, I'm too scared

I dreaded this moment for so long and now that it's happening, I can't even handle it

This morning, I was with him, we were kissing, we had breakfast, he told me he loves me , he tells me to marry him, and I was waiting for him to come back home to me

And now...

He was somewhere else, somewhere I am not

I have no idea how he is doing right now

And it's killing me

" It's...I...the..." I stutter through my sobs

" Suki, articulate...I don't understand a thing " Bella says

I cry even harder, unable to speak, my throat hurts, I have a headache and my heart is pounding, my nostrils become smaller, I can't breath

" Jimin..." I force myself to say

" What happened to Jimin?? " Bella asks, her voice firm

And I can hear her husband repeating in the back " what happened to Jimin ?!"

" He...he is gone " I say

" Gone where ?? " My friend asks

Before I can answer her, it's her husband that was now speaking to me