A MAN TO HEAL

chapter forty two

POV Suki

I woke up slowly, my head resting on his chest as he is drawing invisible circles in my bare back

" Hmmm " I groan as I adjust myself in his arms

He looks at me

" Good morning sunshine " he says to me

I'm still half asleep and half awake

" Good morning blue sky " I mumble

He looks at me with a soft smile

" You're very beautiful in the morning " he murmurs

And that's when I realized that I must be looking like a mess right now, with my messy hair and puffy morning face

This was enough to wake me up completely

" I look like a mess " I protest

" This mess is probably the most beautiful mess I've seen " he whispers as he kisses my forehead

I smile slightly

After a few minutes of silence, I speak again

" I love waking up next to you " I say in a shy voice

He looks at me again, his eyes looking at me with a mix of love and amusement

" Marry me then "

" Jimin ! " I protest, my cheeks pink

" What? " He asks

" It's... stop saying that "

" Why? " He asks again

" Don't you think it's too early for something like that ? " I ask him

" Why? You wanna be with me and I wanna be with you, what is too early ? " He says

I sit down and run a hand through my hair

" So...you were serious when you said that the other day? " I ask him

" I would never make such a joke " he replies

He pulls me closer to him as he kisses my cheek gently

" I love you Suki and I know I wanna be with you, maybe you have an imaginary timing or something, for me...when I know, I just know "

My cheeks flush

" Well...I know too and I do want to marry you, but I would like us to spend more time together as we are now, to get to know each other better, meet your family and...you know... having a dating step first " I say

He nods slowly

" I agree and you're right " he says before he pulls me in his arms and presses a kiss on my neck this time

My body is quick to react to his soft caress...as always

And yes, we ended up kissing again and a few moments later, I was underneath him, moaning

I wouldn't expect myself to become a sex addict like that

But when your man is such an expert...is there really a way to stop wanting more?

If there's a way...well, I don't wanna know about it

***

" I will be shopping with the girls for the Jeon charity ball this afternoon " I tell him at breakfast

He nods slowly

" I haven't decided yet if I'm going or not " he tells me

" Really? Then who am I supposed to go with ? " I ask, my eyes widen