the biggest star in the world

dinner

scarlets pov

23 minutes later, the girls break was done and they weren't back on set. i knew madeline was sleeping so i walked into her unlocked trailer.

there i found madz and violet asleep in her bed.
i took a photo of them. like of course. they both looked so peaceful all curled up in the blankets and then woke them both up gently shaking them.

"girls cmon" i said softly. violet woke up first. "breaks over" she groaned and shook madeline more aggressively.

"go away" she said gently rolling over so her head was closer to violet. the latter is leans down and brushes madz hair behind her ear. she whispered something i couldn't hear and the blond rolled to her back.

"hi scarlett" she smiled
"hi honey" i smiled back pulling the blanket down. i held my hand out to help her up as violet had already gotten out of bed.

she got up pulling her hood over her head and we all headed for set. she made it two steps out of the trailer before groaning and swearing a bunch.

"who the fuck decided it should rain" she was only in socks and stepped in a puddle.

annoyed she changed her socks and put her uggs back on. it was cold now because of the rain.
she walked with her hands in her pockets back to set and she was acting off. like more off than being woken up. like worse than rose when she's grumpy.

there's something she has to do that she really doesn't want to.

i'll question her at the end of the day.

madeline's pov

i do not want to go to dinner tonight. i'm very scared of going to dinner tonight.  im panicking for no reason right now and i have to act like nothings happening.

i listen to the director i do the scene but i can't think. it feels like im not in control of my body. i feel distracted and out of control.

i could feel my heart in my throat. my ears felt funny. i only realised the day was over when the big lights turned off and everyone started to leave. i felt a hand on my shoulder and looked up to see scarlett.

she lead me to a quiet area and wrapped her arms around me. she knew what i needed without me even having to ask for it.

i sobbed quietly into her shoulder and she just held me. waiting until i pulled away. i didn't say anything. she didn't push me.

"do you want to come over tonight?" she asked so softly while i wiped my eyes.
"i have to go out for dinner tonight, otherwise i would have loved too" i said and she nodded pulling me close again.

"text me if you need anything, i mean it"
"i know scarlett" i could trust her with anything at this point.
she held my face in her hands and kissed my forehead gently.

after taking a deep breath she gives me a look and i nod. we head back out and go to get our stuff and go home.

i said my goodbyes and grabbed my things and left.

nola wanted to get ready together so when i got to her house she was all hyped and i had a massive red bull.

"long day?" she asked as i walked into her house. i nodded and we started getting ready. it was 6pm already and i was ready for bed.

while in nola's room i dug under her bed looking for the bottle of vodka.
"mum found it remember" she said and pointed to the shoebox in her cupboard instead.

and so i was tipsy by the time we got to dinner.
the stress would make it wear off too quickly.

we didn't go to some fancy restaurant for dinner. just a restaurant outside the shopping centre.
caleb sat beside me with his hand up my thigh.

i didn't care right now. the worst that could happen has already happened. nola and hugo were chatting it up while i gazed at the menu.

oh my god.

chicken nuggets and cheesy pasta. it's like the universe was blessing me with my favourite meal. close enough to mac and cheese atleast.

the waiter came over and we all ordered. now the conversation was between the 4 of us.
i saw a familiar blond out of the corner of my eye enter the restaurant. her and some of her marvel cast colleagues were coming for dinner i guess.

i smiled at her once she noticed me and my mood instantly picked up.
they ended up being seated nearish to us. my food came which made it even better but my face  instantly dropped when i felt caleb's hand actually up my skirt.

"caleb stop im on my period" i whispered to him.
"no you're not" he replied and i felt frozen.
"i'll be right back" i said trying to slide out of my chair to go to the bathroom.

"you haven't even touched your food, it's not bad is it? i ordered the same thing" nola commented and i shook my head saying i just needed to pee.

i made the mistake of locking eyes with scarlett when i left.
in the bathroom i entered the stall and threw up again. my stomach felt so uneasy, in fear of being found out.

i know caleb deserves to know, but i don't know how im supposed to tell him.
"sweetheart, you in here?" i hear scarlet ask so i flush the toilet and stand up. when i leave i see elisabeth olsen with her.

"hi" i said nodding as a greeting towards the other actor.

"you okay?" she asked in a suggestive tone. i nodded way to much.
"i think im gonna have to tell him" i told her and she nodded. my eyes drifted to the brunette fixing her makeup in the mirror.

i talked to her for another bit more before knowing i had to go back.
"what are the odds you would get your teen the same way i did" i heard the youngest olsen say as i walked out. whatever that was about.