the biggest star in the world

a wonderful weekend

madeline's pov

i woke up in the morning like i had been hit by a bus but in a good way? stretching my limbs the morning sun streamed in through my windows.

i got up as the first thing i wanted to do was have a shower. and so that's what i did. i played music on my phone and had a pleasantly cool shower.

cold showers have done wonders for my skin so i'll deal with it. i put a hair mask in my hair and genuinely had a full everything shower.

when i was done i dried off and headed to my room for some clothes. while grabbing a pair of underwear i find the same set i was just wearing.

my heart drops to my stomach.

i pull it out to make sure i wasn't hallucinating before slowly walking back to the bathroom. now i just felt sick.

i mean am i sure i didn't just have two pairs to begin with.

who am i kidding. caleb must have cheated on me with someone.

no.

he must have cheated on me with nola.

i just started sobbing. i couldn't control it. i text nola. i couldn't not talk to her.

madeline
hey girl, i know this is a random question but i can't seem to find my vs set anywhere did i leave it at yours by accident and you thought it was yours?

nola
lemme check
hold on a sec

madeline
all good

i turned my phone off and felt my heart beat in my ears. praying she found hers. i've established caleb's a cheater. after last night and him genuinely apologising i can't believe i find this out now.

my phone vibrates and i pick it up to read nola's texts

nola
sorry girl i don't have either

madeline
okay well you left yours at caleb's
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she then started to call me but i didn't pick up. my phone was blowing up but i didn't my best to ignore it.

shitty i know but i broke up with caleb over text.

so now i had been crying all morning and i had to go into work. it was really hot today but i still put a hoodie and sunglasses on.

i couldn't stop crying. it started either crying about caleb. then the betrayal with nola. then my dad and basically everything in my life.

i drove through some place to grab a coffee and the sweetest girl was on drive through and asked if i was alright and gave me a free muffin.

driving to work was a struggle but i got there. sitting in my car i re did my makeup and tried my best to stop crying but i couldn't.

i needed to man up.

this was a great way to end my wonderful weekend.

i didn't have time too fix myself up as there was a knocking on my window. i jumped as i saw scarlett's face pressed up against it.

putting my sunnies back on i waited for her to step back before opening my car door.
"morning honey" she said greeting me with a hug like she always does.

"hey scar" i hiccuped at the the end of it and she pulled back slightly.
she slid the sunnies off my face and i let her.

"oh baby what happened" she brought me back into her arms and held me tightly. i sobbed. i couldn't help it.
i had given him so many chances. and i knew it happened recently too since when i was at his house the other day it wasn't there.

how could i be so stupid.

i can't even say there was signs becuase there wasn't. so genuinely props to them because i overthink everything. but what the fuck.

she walked me to her trailer and we sat inside. "let it out sweetheart, you're okay. i got you. i'm here no matter.  what you know that"

"i broke up with caleb, and i lost my best friend and i don't-" i shook my head and she cradled me close to her heart.

"when did this happen? why didn't you call me"
"only an hour ago" i pulled away trying to compose myself.

scarlett didn't ask me questions. not right now atleast.

i didn't start work for another hour i just needed to have a distraction and i figured here i could atleast focus on rehearsing my lines.

"have you had breakfast?" she asked me clearly noticing my tactic and trying to get my mind off it. even if i knew she wanted to talk about it she also knew it was all very fresh.

"yeah, when i went to get my cof-drink this morning the girl there who was so so nice gave me a free muffin"
"well that was kind of her" i nodded and wiped my eyes.

her assistant had already came in once and she said to give her a minute but now they really needed her so i let her go and she said i could stay here if i wanted but i wanted to go back to my own trailer.

on my walk there i had my head down and fully bumped into someone falling on my arse.
i looked up and saw violet about to laugh before her expression changed.

"madz, why are you crying?" she said pulling me up. i shook my head. i really didn't feel like talking about it right now.

we went to my trailer and she got in bed first patting the side beside her. i smiled softly and climbed in.
she wrapped her arm around me and held my face. "whatever it is, atleast you're a pretty crier" she commented and i laughed lightly.

"caleb cheated on me with nola" i started and i felt her breath hitch. "i should have listened to you, you told me he was a bad guy and i still went back to him every single time. i just didn't expect that from her though"

"did she tell you her reasoning?"
"she did but i didn't open it" i said pulling my phone out and passing it to her. "tell me if it's stupid" i said turning away.

nola
maddie please
it was seriously a one time thing.
you went on your surprise trip and i went to talk to him about hugo then one thing kinda lead to another and im sorry okay.
i didn't mean for it to happen and i regretted it as soon as it did.

okay maybe it was two times.
but it was for you. he was so scared that you weren't into him anymore i went to beat some sense into him.

i'm sorry

please don't let a guy ruin our friendship.

"it's a stupid reason" she concluded. and i nodded trying to keep the tears at bay. they stung in my eyes and my throat hurt from crying but i didn't care.

i should be allowed to cry.

"um a person called sophie is calling you" violet then handed me my phone.

"hey madeline, have you seen the news?"