the biggest star in the world

nightitme messes

violets pov

"come on madz, you're drunk. i'm not we can talk about this in the morning it's wrong if this keeps going" i said pulling her back slightly. she looked genuinely confused.

"why does that matter, most of the time im drunk when i do stuff"
"but was he drunk too?" i asked gently and she teared up but didn't let herself cry. i scratched my nails gently over her skin and it seemed to calm her down.

"its okay, he's not here"

people started jumping in again and we were offered 2 shots which we took together. the group had dwindled down to about 7 people the others i'm assuming are home or asleep somewhere.

madeline got up and started jumping in again i sat on the pool edge making sure everyone was being safe. being drunk was not a good mix with a pool but they seemed to have done this before.

"oh! let's do flips" the boys started doing. maddie however was stumbling around but wanted to try it.

"no no, you're not flipping and cracking you're skull open" i said grabbing her hand and she walked away from the edge with me.

"viiii" she dragged out pulling once foot infront of the other before she fell into the grass. from still being wet from the pool it all stuck too her. she stood up really quickly and had her head hung over the bush. i held her hair out of her way and she threw up just pure alcohol and stomach bile.

"madz did you even eat before you started drinking?" i asked her once she finished.
"that takes the fun out of it" she said wiping her mouth and sounding more sober.

"come on, let's go get you some food" i wrapped my arm around her waist and walked her back to the house.

she grabbed a towel and wrapped it around herself as we went inside. we were the only ones in there. earlier on chloe had said to help ourselves to anything in the kitchen and lucky for her i found her favourite.

boxed mac and cheese.

i started making it and we were keeping a conversation effortlessly.
"i miss being drunk" she said like she wasn't still intoxicated.

"you're not drinking more, you've already thrown up" i said and she gave me a look before smiling.
chloe came stumbling in.

"ring doorbell says someone's here? did you guys order food?" she said slurring her words and heading over to the door.

"a party without me? wow chloe i thought we were friends" i knew that voice.

i gave maddie her mac and cheese but she was already frozen in fear.
"oh if it isn't the slut herself" st the commotion people started crowding around the door watching him.

"did you guys know i got this bitch pregnant only for her to kill it , she's a lousy mother. like mother like daughter, it's in your blood isn't it" he said before slamming his fist on the table next to her.

she physically jumped and got out of her seat. i walked over to her pulling her behind me slightly.
"oh and the faggot that stole my bitch"

"you need to leave, you're not welcome here" one of their friends said the other girls coming over to comfort madeline who had just turned to cry in my chest.

i wrapped an arm around her and sunk to the floor with her. her closest friends were by her side rubbing her back while the others pushed caleb out the door.

when the group left and the blond was okay it was just her and me in the kitchen. "i didn't want everyone to know" she started hiccuping again.

i pullled her into my lap so i could properly wrapped my arms around her and i put the towel over her since she was getting cold.

i hold her close to my chest and i can feel her breaths on my neck. "come with me" she said sniffing and standing up. we grabbed all our things and found one of the many apparent spare bedrooms in this house.

she started taking off her clothes without care as she changed into pyjamas i awkwardly looked to the floor before doing the same and joining her just after she flopped to the bed.

"i think this is the most civil i've ever entered this room" she said staring at the ceiling "usually im black out and they all carry my by my arms and legs in here put me on the bed on my side with a bucket next to the bed and leave"

"you never drink casually do you?" i said with no judgement just pure curiosity.
"why bother" she said pulling the blankets over her.

i finally checked my phone and saw it was like 4am. a yawn escaped my lips and i got further into bed. "just done be a starfish" i told her fixing the pillow.

"me? i never sleep like that"
"oh yes you do, you're either laying on me or your limbs are on me cause you're laying across the whole bed"
"mmmm, i think you're lying" she said with a laugh but shufffled closer to me and pulled one of my arms over her.

"mhm, whatever helps you sleep at night" i said and she rolled her eyes. i couldn't see it but i just knew.

we talked for a bit longer before her responses became more stretched out.
"go to sleep madz" i told her and she hummmed some bullshit about how she's not tired but she stopped responding meer seconds after that claim.

i shook my head amused and tried to fall asleep myself. after breaking up with amber i didn't have access to the strong sleep meds.

it's wrong i know. to take prescribed meds that aren't your own but she never even took them. i would know.

anyway, now im back to store bought and it does nothing.

so i lay awake until my body physically cant do it anymore and i fall asleep. after over 30 hours of being awake. 

i finally fell asleep

a/n
i wrote this in half an hour so it's probably crap