the biggest star in the world

the party it all changes

not proof read

madeline's pov

with no boyfriend to keep impressed anymore i wear a baggy pair of jeans, and a hoodie but with just a singlet top on underneath incase i get hot.

i did my hair and did my makeup how i like it. it felt weird. but i liked the freedom.

i didn't have alot at lunch so that tonight will go easier. when i arrived at chloe's house i was welcomed into a hug instantly.

"girl i promise you if we had any idea they were doing what they did we would have told you" i nodded appreciating it and greeting the others with a kiss on the cheek.

everyone else was outside sitting already. it was still early. not even 7pm yet.
i started playing drinking games to get the night started. just the card ones for now why we are still sober enough.

violet texts me that she's here so i get up stumbling back through the house to the door. "hey pretty" i smiled grabbing her hand and leading her back outside. "i'm so glad you decided to come"

my friends cheered when violet came in and she joined the party.

a few hours later.

we had all ended up in the pool and i dont know how i managed it but i had taken my jeans and hoodie off before getting in.

we played multiple rounds of chicken wars and jumped in the pool. taking so many photos. it was so nice to be able to socialise with everyone properly again.

a while later we all got bored of the pool and got too cold so we jumped out. everyone got their clothes back on. the ones that had taken them off atleast and i followed everyone back to the outdoor couches. by the time i got there everyone was in a circle on the floor with an empty smirnoff bottle in the middle.

my eyes scanned the circle and then i happily sat down in an empty space. music was playing through the floors as there was about 10 speakers blasting around us.

our friend group was over 20 people but not everyone was playing. only about i don't know.

so when andre spun and had to kiss me we both didn't care enough to not make a show of it.

it was 7 minutes of heaven so we got up and got shoved into the pool stuff cupboard.
i kissed him and i can definitely say i've had better drunk kisses. we didn't even use the whole 7 minutes i got bored.

"with your body count i thought you would be a good kisser" i said before realising i 1 said that out loud and 2 how mean it sounded. he was so shocked i couldn't do anything else but laugh and apologise. "i am so sorry" unfortunately the door opened and it was me stumbling out in giggles and him looking mortified. i felt so bad.

and so now that it was my turn i grabbed the bottle sloppily spinning it. it felt like it was spinning forever until it finally stopped.

"wouldn't be the first time now would it" i said grabbing the girls hand to lead her to the cupboard.

"it's a good thing i know what you like already isn't it madz" she said leaning above me trapping me against the wall.
"a really good thing" i whispered against her lips as i pulled her in by her waist

our lips moved in sync as her tounge forced its way into my mouth. i tangled my hands in her hair and she pressed her body against mine it's like i couldn't get enough of her.

this kiss was different. there wasn't 50 people watching us. there wasn't several cameras in our faces. it was just us. next to no light and about 10 drinks down each.

"vi" i breathed as she kissed down my neck. i brought her lips back up to mine and my hands grabbed her hips as hers explored my body.

suddenly there was a loud knock on the door before it opened. when we came back to the circle everyone had their eyes on us. but they all got back to the game quickly. my eyes didn't leave violets for the rest of the game.

i bit my lip and looked away as i couldn't get the thought of her hands all over me out of my mind.

about 10 minutes later everyone remembered what music was again and we were blasting the speakers with a new que of songs jumping around again.

after a minute my feet hurt and i grabbed violets arm. "let's go swimming again" i whispered to her ear so it was just us too. we weaved our way from our friends and back out to the other side of the yard where the pool was.

i stripped again and got in. violet joining me soon after. she wrapped her arms around my waist and i wrapped my around her neck as she kept me afloat.

"i can't get you out of my mind tonight" i said in a drunken whisper. "the way you feel against my lips"
"you're drunk maddie"she laughed a little but never pushed me away.

"and you're not?"
"i've started to sober up, i haven't drunk since the last time we were in the pool"
"weak" i giggled as my legs gave out and i didn't have the energy to stand. even in the pool.

i wrapped my legs around violets waist and she walked over to the pool step to sit down.
"you tired?" she asked gently moving the wet hair from my face.

"no no, i'm good" when i get drunk i get really really happy for a few hours then i absolutely crash. "does my make up look good" i asked pulling away from her shoulder to stare violet in the eyes again.

"madz that washed off ages ago" but her seeing my sadness smiled and held my face in her hands.
"that doesn't mean you aren't still effortlessly beautiful. makeup or not, you're the prettiest girl here"

"you're one to talk pretty lips"

and then i leant in again.

a/n
this was a cute chapter BUT BECAUSE THE GRAMMYS ARE RIGGED AND BILLIE DIDNT WIN ANYTHING PREPARE FOR DRAMA