Two Worlds Collide

Chapter 52 (Logan's POV)

*Warning: This is a very short chapter. I'm sorry!*

Chapter 52 (Logan's POV)

"It's a quarter after one, I'm a little drunk and I need you now.
Said I wouldn't call but I've lost all control and I need you now.
And I don't know how I can do without.
I just need you now. " - Need you now - Lady Antebellum

I am an idiot.

I am a fucking idiot.

I should have told Zoe that Ashley and I had been texting. It wasn't like I was cheating on her or anything but I know how much Zoe loathes her so much that I was afraid if I told her why I was talking to her, she wouldn't understand and get mad and upset. Like she is now.

But this is worse then me just telling her and her getting upset about it. I hid it and she caught me. Now she thinks I'm cheating on her. And I don't blame her for thinking that.

I've tried calling her but she won't answer. Her car has been parked in her driveway all night so I know she hasn't gone anywhere just like me.

I just don't know what to do to fix this. I've messed up this time and have no idea what to do.

I pick up the half empty bottle of whiskey and take a swig of it. It burns my throat but nothing can over power the pain I feel from Zoe walking out of my room and out of my life.

I look at the bright red light that's glowing in the darkness on my bedside clock and it read 1:00 a.m. I should be tired but I'm not. It's just me and this half empty whiskey bottle.

My phone lit up and Zach's name showed on the caller ID. I pressed ignored and tipped the bottle back again.

I didn't feel like talking or seeing anyone. I was going back in my shell, the one that I went in when Ashley cheated on me.

God, why can't I ever get my happily ever after? Cara and Peyton are engaged and are having a baby. They have everything they could possible want on a silver platter. I want that! Why is my life so fucking complicated?!

I know I shouldn't jealous and selfish but when you get your heart ripped into pieces, it's okay to feel that way.

I miss Zoe. I fucking miss her more than anything.

I miss her brown eyes that sparkle when I look deep in them. I miss her smile and the cute little dimple that comes out when she's smiling so big. Or the way she kisses me like I'm the only person in the world that she wants to kiss.

I fucked up so bad and I don't know what to do anymore.

I don't even deserve her but she's so amazing. I can't even describe how much in love I am with that girl but I blew it.

It's all my fault and I can't blame her for snooping through my phone. Sure, it pissed me off that she was going through my private stuff but she's my girlfriend and I shouldn't hide stuff from her.

I need to get my mind off of her. Taking another swig of my drink, I pull out my phone and dial the one person that I know can get my mind off my problems.

"Well hello my dearest Logan, what is it that has you calling me at one in the morning?" The female voice that belongs to my ex girlfriend says. "Is it that your girlfriend is not as good in bed as I was?"

I rolled my eyes. Normally, I would have just hung up on her but the alcohol was already getting to me and I was feeling slightly drunk. I needed a distraction, an escape, something to get my mind off of Zoe and this was it.

"I need you Ashley," I said my words probably slurring.

"Logan, you sound drunk. What's wrong?" She sounded more serious this time. Ashley maybe a bitch most of the time but deep down she cares. We have a connection that only we can only understand and when it comes to each other, we care.