Candid Heartstrings

To Silence

To silence
A letter
In the cracks of the world

Silence, I have so much to say to you
You creep me out, but now you've been inside me
You hold too much within you, that sometimes, you just want to be felt

You just want a companion, who share your sorrows, your tears. You take on too much alone and you just want to share

Sometimes, you want to communicate, share someone else's sorrows for a change. But whoever you touch, is tainted, painted with grief, sculpted with scars that you have carried, and now, you're left with grief and guilt

I know you won't believe me, but I just want you to know, you're not alone. Those who are your companions are strong. And you deserve friends. You have carried so much alone, that it is okay to share

Your existence, is valid, needed, and sometimes even begged.

Maybe try a different way, and you'll find wonders in existing, in different ways in the world.

If one can't handle you, it doesn't mean you can't be handled

It just means you require a family.
Someone to cheer you up, someone to ground you, someone to sit by, to be felt and understood, someone to climb challenges with. It means you carry a little bit of everyone and everyone will carry a little bit of you.

You create a world, a world entirely different. A world different from the one that exist. It feels like a different dimension at times.

So tread carefully
Also hey, remember
You're not alone
there are a lot like you

From
A soul in distress, in making
Celestial city
Under construction