Dear Pathetic Me

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You're really pathetic you know that?
You really are
You really truly are
I can't believe you
You are not me
And you will never ever be accepted by me

Never have I thought I'm a genuine failure
But you are
You really are

What the hell happened to that one girl who is always there for others, think about how the other feels and adjust her emotions so that she doesn't feel pain and FLOURISH EACH AND EVERY FRIENDSHIP MADE

SINCE WHEN HUH!?!?!

ALL I EVER ASKED YOU WAS TO BE A GOOD FRIEND!!!
A friend you never had
And once you got someone who is like that, everything was great then what the hell happened

Why do you have to give tantrums and be like that!?! WHAT WAS THE NEED HUH

HOW PATHETIC CAN YOU BE
WHAT HAPPENED TO THE GIRL WHO KEPT HER WORD
WHAT MADE HER SO TIRED
DID YOU NOT RECOVER FROM THE FUCKING ASHULI THING THAT NOW EVERYTHING AFFECTS YOU!?!?!

I GET IT OKAY
THERE IS ALOT GOING ON
I GET IT
FIRST THE ZENITH THEN DAD THEN THE WHOLE LEFT OUT FEELING AND THEN THE ASSIGNMENT BURDEN, THE FAMILY BURDEN, THE ROOMATE BURDEN, THE OPERATION, THE BROKEN FRIENDSHIP, THE TRIAL AND BREAKDOWN, YOUR BROTHER BIRTHDAY BREAKDOWN, THEN FIGHT WITH YOUR LOVED ONES

HOW MUCH MORE PROBLEMS ARE YOU CREATING FOR YOURSELF

WAS THERE A ENTIRE MONTH OF PEACE!?!?! NO BUT BECAUSE OF YOUR LOVED ONES YOU HANDLED IT GOOD CHAMP

BUT WTF ARE YOU DOING

LIKE WHAT

ARE YOU OUT OF YOUR MIND!?!?!

WHO ARE YOU TO COMPARE THIS WITH 2022

SURE THERE R SIMILARITIES IN BEHAVIOUR BUT WTF

WHY ARE YOU WITHDRAWING SO MUCH
WHATS THE PROBLEM WITH YOU
WHY CANT YOU JUST DIE
Why can't you just go away

I'm sorry I tried to accept you and I'm sorry I let you have the stage to heal but that's enough healing for you now. You're pathetic and you always will be. Good riddance

Now I have to clean the mess you made
Go away
Please
🙏🏻

I can't tolerate you hurting my loved ones anymore. I lost but that's it. You're gone and you better never come back or I swear
I swear it would be bloody. So be warned.

You're pathetic
You're unworthy
You don't deserve anybody
Good riddance

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