Don't Wanna Love

29. Jane doesn't understand

Jane

Alessandro had told me he would be back and left me here.. I got to know from the assistants that he is not in London either and has gone off the grid. I wonder why now that everything is under our control. 

I have been trying hard to have babies with him, it wasn't happening naturally, so we tried IVF as well, 2 cycles. I needed a break. Meanwhile, he has gone missing. Is he seeing his previous lover?

I wonder who she is? Was she that lady , no, can't be..

So, when I sent my spies to track him, they couldn't as he didn't leave a trail. I tried to track his sim and found his location and found that he was staying with Sophie?!? Of all people Sophie? I didn't understand why? She had a boyfriend that German guy right.. What happened to him?

I did some bit of snooping and found that he had been married to some other doctor lady and is in Switzerland. Wtf?

Why is she with my husband, then? Did she need protection or I was surprised to see she had 2 boys with her in the photos as well, Wait a minute, they look a bit like Alessandro.. don't they?

Wth is going on? I called him like 30 times, or I lost count. Last night also, I got information that he spent the night at Sophie's house. What was going on?

I need answers now!! While I was contemplating calling him, Alessandro himself called me and told me he was returning to London today and asked me to wait for him.

I could hardly have my lunch and was waiting for him. He knocked on my suite door and opened it and showed himself inside.

"Jane.. I haven't been fully honest with you.. I need to tell you some things.." he started.

I listened and listened as he yapped on and on about his and Sophie's love story and how they were lovers earlier and then during the wedding of her brother at my house, how she shamelessly used my husband and had kids.. My anger was rising and rising and just when I thought I couldn't take it anymore, the slap on my face - not really but the moment seemed like that when Alessandro said "You deserve someone who loves you too, I love Soph and want to be with her." 

It was then I decided I was going to kill Soph and her kids and everyone. How about that huh Alessandro?

However, tears kept streaming down my eyes. I didn't realise I said my inner feelings out loud. 

He kept saying he wouldn't allow anything to happen to his kids and that I needed mental help for which he will pay and take care. 

Wtf is he talking about? Mental? he's mine. he was always mine..

I won't let him go. I take my car and drive off to the location  I know Sophie and kids are. 

I see him following me in his car, but I go faster. I reach the place within 4 hours and pull out my gun and knock on the front door. I see that kids are not around and I hear Alessandro coming right behind me and shouting "Soph I told you also to go away.." "I hope the kids are safe.."

It just irritated me further and I pulled out the gun and just as I was about to shoot Sophie, Alessandro came and tackled me, and pulled the gun from my hand just as police came and arrested me.

What is going on? "I kept screaming Alessandro you are mine.. no one can take you away from me " "I will kill everyone who takes you away.." I kept screaming and screaming till all I saw was darkness.. 

I didn't know anything else.. They put me to sleep I guess.. I was feeling very drowsy..

"Al........ess....an..." I said till I fell down..

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