Sirus pov.
The day before 11pm.
It was nearly bedtime and me and James were playing games together, while peter and remus were fast asleep. Hey I wonder what will happen if you ignore remus for whole day james said, well it probably won't end up being good for me I said. How about this then you ignore him for a few hours and let's see how bad this gets james said.
Ok but remember if I'm dead tomorrow it's all on you I said, don't worry ill make sure that dosent happen james said. After a few more rounds we headed to bed, I knew I was going to be a gonna by tomorrow. I was happy since it was a Saturday and I could spend the day in hogsmade without being caught.
I looked over and saw remus who was fast asleep with his arm on my pillow. He was cute but I knew this was going to be a challenge for me as we both are very clingy to each other. I also know he hates it when I ignore him and pretend that he's not there, in the end I'll blame james for making me do this. But right now I need some sleep and to enjoy this night with him.
7am.
I woke up to see everyone was still asleep so I got ready and headed to the great hall for the day. I see my family sitting together eating breakfast, hey you guys I said. What did you do your never up this early narcissa said, james is making me ignore remus for a few hours today I said. You agreed to do this reg said, yes I did knowing I could probably do it I said.
Well make sure to plan your funeral then narcissa said, please do and make sure james is also killed I said. Will do so how you going to do this bella asked me, I'm not sure but how bad can a few hours be I said, have you just met remus hell probably kill you after this andromeda said. Ok when you say it like that but this is all james fault for this I said.
Next time don't take a deal with james if you wanna live reg said. Ok let's just see how today goes and if I die just remember to kill james I said, I finished eating breakfast and headed to the train station, I didn't see anyone in great hall when I left which could be a bad thing but right now I wanted to enjoy the day.
12pm.
I was on the cliffs trying to enjoy some the quiet that was happening in hogsmade. No fighting just some quiet as it reminded me about what happened last year. Remus attack was something scary and hard to forget, he has been strong after that day he woke up, but it still haunts me to this day.
I have kept it hidden that I still have nightmares from that night. I haven't told anyone even my own family, because I knew it would stress them out and they would still worry about me. I knew if I act normal again I would be fine, hey so remus still has no idea about last night agreement james said as he walks up to me. Do anyone know about what we have done or are they still clueless I said.
Well remus wasn't happy you weren't there to cuddle him James said. Opps I forgot he can be grouchy without his morning cuddles I said, explains why he threw a pillow at me this morning james said. Yeah he can be like that don't forget what happened with Peter last year I said, oh god don't remind me I still can't believe he did that from lying down james said. It will suprise you what he can do without anyone knowing I said.
So are you going to tell him that your parents are asking you to attend this family reunion james said. No and it's wasn't a family reunion it was a engagement party for me I said, what but they should have known your not marrying anyone yet james said. Oh I know and ot was supposed to happen yesterday but guess what nether of us wanted to marry eachother I said. Sirus you know you will have to tell remus about this james said.
I know but right now I want to just forget that it was going to happen I said. James sits next to me as we have a long talk about everything that happened with my family and what I need to do to move on. But there wasn't anyway of me forgetting what they did and said to me that still hurt, not once did I ever think about them as my life belongs here.
