Contrapasso ♡-- Steve Rogers Dark Romance (Reader x Steve)

I'm Sorry

--- Your Point of View ---

"I'm not sure this sand is good for my bionic arm, it's getting into all the crevasses it has" You tuned and looked at Bucky coming into the yurt, he had some bags of food, we had come here a while ago, it was windy outside but it was calm and seemed safe inside this yurt.

You set Luna down on an area of the floor that had some sand and she instantly started playing in it giggling as she buried her hands in the sand and laughed clearly enjoying the tecture, and instantly started throwing it around.

He set the bags down and roated his arm letting some of the sand out – he wasn't kidding there was sand in there, slowly you walked up to him and gently whiped off some of the sand, he looked down at you and that caught your attention.

You looked at one another, and in a moment that was like a movie he smiled and walked forward and wrapped his arm around your waist and pulled you forward to him you let out a little shocked yelp as he leaned down and kissed you.

He pulled back after a moment.

"I love you."

You felt your heart skip a beat at his words, because you could feel the gravity behind them, there was a deeper feeling there.

"I love you to." You added, and you did, a huge part of you loved him, however you also felt a massive sense of guilt.

"Do you?"

His eyes narrowed as he asked that, you took in a sharp breath of air as his sudden shift in mood and tone, after a moment you realized that he wasn't upset, he seemed to be skeptical.

'Fair enough.' You mentally mused and kept your face neutral.

"Yes."

He let out a sigh and gave you a sad smile and walked past you picking up Luna and she basically threw sand on him laughing, he lightly bounced her, clearly uncaring about her making a mess of his shirt.

"Bucky..." You kept your voice soft, his blue eyes looked up at you, and you could see such conflict behind them, you walked forward and put your hand on his bionic arm, you wondered if he could feel it.

"I won't ask you who you love more, I have a feeling that the answer will hurt more than I am willing to be hurt." His voice was soft and non-accusing, but it still made you your heart wrench in your chest.

You never wanted your life to be with way, you had a man in front of you, a good man, who loved you and your daughter...but your heart was stupidly hung up on a man who had turned more bad than good, a man who would most likely hurt you in the end.

You walked forward and he opened out his arm wrapping it around your shoulder he pulled you forward into a hug, you nuzzled your face against him.

"I'm sorry." You whispered it and you didn't think he heard you until you felt his lips on top of your head.

"I know, I'm sorry to."