Uh, Yeah

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--- Your Point of View ---

"Why can't I resist you." You asked him as you walked up to stand in front of him, you took a moment to put your hand on the side of her crib and look down at Luna.

"I have a feeling it's the same reason that I can't resist you."

I looked down at Luna again.

"You made us such a beautiful child."

"She needs her father."

"I'm here."

You looked up at him sadly, you looked into his eyes, there was still fire behind them, but it was dimmer, you could see the blue in them better – he was more Captain America at this moment.

You tilted your head back to look at him better.

"You know what I mean." You gently muttered, breaking eye contact, the intensity of his gaze was so alarming.

"I didn't want this."

The way that he said it made you take a small step back, there was such sadness in his voice, he was right, it wasn't his choice.

"I love you." He said after a moment, you looked at him shocked at his confession, but he seemed to be genuine.

You felt the tears start to come to your eyes, before they could fall Steve wrapped his arms around your waist and pull you hard against him, his body was hot, he leaned down to kiss you.

You turned your head, he accepted it and gently kissed your cheek.

You looked back up at him, you wanted to kiss him, you really wanted to, but it felt wrong.

"Bucky?" The tone that he said it made it a question, you looked down at his chest and nodded.

"Do you love him?"

"Yes." You shocked yourself by how quickly you answered it.

"Do you love him more than me?"

You knew that it was a very insecure question from Steve, and his tone of voice betrayed that insecurity.

"No." The answer was simple.

"You should go, I haven't slept well." You added, he leaned back a little bit and gave you a very sly smile.

"Do you need me to help you sleep like I did Bucky?"

How did he know so much?

"Actually, could you? If you think about it, you are the reason I haven't been sleeping well."

He looked down and laughed, the sound made butterflies in your stomach start to erupt and flutter around.

"That's more than fair, go back to bed and just relax and trust me."

You did as you were told, you looked back at him and he gave you a smile, you quickly moved and went back to your bedroom, laying down next to Bucky you snuggled up against him.

You closed your eyes and took a few deep breaths.

The next thing you were aware of you were wide awake and looking around, confused you sat up, it was daylight.

You were rested but kind of confused because you were sure that you had juts laid down after talking to Steve in the nursery...

You jumped a little when the door opened and you saw Bucky standing there, fully dressed holding Luna, also fully dressed.

You now where more confused, you were about to ask but Bucky beat you to it

"We thought that we would let you sleep in, you looked so peaceful, you missed breakfast, do you still want it or will some lunch be good?"

"What time is it."

"One in the afternoon."

"I'll make lunch."

"No."

You looked up at him a little bit shocked at how rough he was with his voice making you sit back down shocked.

"You were passed out, clearly you need some rest, let me pamper you a bit today...I got Luna and the meals."

"Okay...thank you." You softly responded, he left the room with Luna and you closed your eyes.

"Thank you, Steve."

"You're welcome."

Your eyes flew open and your hand covered your mouth in just enough time to cover it, standing in the corner was Steve, he was smirking at you.

The moment your heart stopped beating so hard you took a few deep breaths, he simply gave you passive look with a tilted head.

"How? Oh my god you can appear and disappear at will."

"Uh, yeah." 

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