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oday was the day I will tell him since were kids I've always love him but my thoughts and worries always stop me from telling him how I feel. But today I will set my feelings straight to him but he might take it as a joke like everythinh else too him if he does his not the one for me.
I walked along thr streets as the wind blew through my hair my thoughts on this are like the wind I'll be determined too do it but then it will go a different way like changing the subject. His my bestfreind he will feel the same look at how much time we spend with eachother even our parents think were dating secretly when really it's the total opposite. Everytime we hokd hands I feel the spark that only a person could feel if they were really in love but, one thinh does piss me off about Jongdae is that he keeps calling me his little sister in front of his freinds and patting my head like a dog.
The café was filled with chatter and laughter from people most of them coming from couples Jongdae sat in the back smiling at me like he would always do. I made my way too him my hands become sweaty then the second thoughts came just keep looking forward not back.
"Misty are you sick?" he asked.
"No why would you say that?" I laughed.
"Well you sweating like crazy " he pointed too my forehead.
"Jongdae it's hot outside" I raised my eyebrows.
"Okay can't I be worried for my little sister? " he held up his hands.
"There it is again" I mumbled
"Did you say something? " he patted my head.
"Oh no do what did you want too talk about?" I managed too smile....Chen's prov...
Where is she an hour she said as she hasn't arrived don't tell me shes not coming, calm down Jongdae Misty would never cancel unless she is sick. Today I had too tell her first that I was going to be a trainee at sm entertainment next thing on my list was too tell her I loved her it's common for a bestfreinds to fall in love. It doesn't always have to be in the movies as everyone says it happens all around us I know how much she hates being called a little sister but if the world i love you come out the only thing I will call her is baby. Shes here right act normal smile at her but don't over do it, looking like the joker would just kill the mood.
""Misty are you sick?" I asked out of concern.
"No why would you say that?" she laughed cutely.
"Well you're sweating like crazy" I pointed too her forehead"Jongdae its hot outside" she raised her eyebrows at me.
"Okay can't I be worried about my little sister?" I teased her.
She mumbled something but I couldn't hear her well it might be calling her the little sister I knew it would piss her off.
"Did you say something? " I patted her head
"Oh no what did you want too talk about?" she smiled again.
Now or never just find the three worlds you alwayd wanted to tell her if you can say it to a mirror of course you can say it to Misty's face.
"Well I got into sm entertainment "I clapped.
"You did omo my bestfreind's going to be a singer" she hugged me which sent sparks throughout my body.
"Yeah and there's another thing I..I..." I stuttered.
"You?" she continued.
"I won't be able too see you as much" I changed my words.
"It's okay your dreams are more important " she giggled.Misty's prov..
"Yeah another thing I..I.." He stuttered.
He was going to say it please just spit it out already I knew Jongdae wasn't good at making out his words but this was important too the both of us.
"You?" I continued for him.
"I won't be able too see you as much " he finally came out with.
My hopes came crushing down there was no way I could tell him now it would make me look like the idiot in love. If he said those three words I was going to continue on what he was going to say it was at that moment I had to hide my feelings again but for how long.
"Its okay your dreams are more important " I giggled.7 months later..
He was right the last time I saw him was at the café ever since then there was no face to face meetings all the calls I left went to voice mail the text I sent he hasn't replied too. So much for bestfriend's it was like he didn't give a shit about true friend's. Now his at debut his under the stage name of Chen even if his fans kept calling chen I knew him as Jongdae. The door bell rang which made me who would actually visit me apart from mum but at this time at night it couldn't be her, without any second thoughts I opened the door it's him the guys who couldn't even leave me a simple message.
"What are you doing here?" I snapped at him.
"What got into you thats no way to say hi to a bestfriend " he frowned.
"Are seriously calliing yourself a bestfriend? " I laughed.
"Are you on you time again?" he held in his laugh.
"Is everything a joke to you Jongdae I can't believe I love you" I blurted out.
"I love you to Misty" he smiled.
All I did was jump into his arms hugging him tightly towards me after months of not seeing him all I wanted was to hold him and never let him go.
"Sometimes I wonder if I would hear you say that" I cried into his shoulder.
"Even of you were angry at me for leaving you all these months in silence I'll keep running too you because my heart always belonged to you" he learned in for a short kiss.
"And I will always run too you even too the edge of the eath" I smiled
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