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Are you ready? Ikon Junhoe request

Decicated to @Junee_Dong

It can't be not now when he told me he could have a family atbthe height of his career, and what happens I get pregnant! It was nights like these where I would wish he would stay at practice a little longer so I wouldn't have to break the news to him. It was okay for us to be in relationship, but to have a family was different for us. I knew I was capable to be a mum but my doubts were surrounding Junhoe he wouldn't have the time of day to be a dad.

Well the doubts and worries flooded my mind the door slammed shut, he can't be home not now. I couldn't help but cry when I knew the finale outcome wouldn't be what I wanted. As soon as he came into our room he say next to me pulling me into his chest.

"What's wrong?" he asked.

"I'm so sorry oppa" I cried even more.

"What, have you done you're making me scared" he looked at me with worried eyes.

"Just don't get angery, I'm pregnant" I told him.

Once the news broke he looked at me it was dead silent, nome of were willing to break the silence. He then let go of me as he started to walk around the room his hands covered his face, even if I damaged our future I had to tell him.

"When did you take the test?" he finally broke the silence.

"This morning, mum stopped by with it" I truthfully answered.

"She knew before me why!" he slammed his fist against.

"She's my mum, I told her because I wanted to make sure my symptoms were right!" I stood up and yelled.

"Why didn't you come to me?!" he snapped.

"Because,  you told me you weren't for a family!" I shouted in his face.

Seeing the tension between us I stepped away trying to calm myself down, now that I was carrying a baby it was more dangerous for me ro be in any sort of stress. I sat back on the bed looking at Junhoe who was breathing in and out heavily.

"You're right I'm not ready for a family, even Hanbin told us to be careful now look what I have to tell them. That a mistake is putting my career in crisis" he laughs like a joke.

"You selfish BASTARD!" I hit him across the face.

"Selfish is that what you think of me!?" he laughs once again.

"I knew our baby would put your career on hold but look at Tablo he has a daughter can't you be like him?" I asked.

"No! I can't be like him I can't be a dad not now" he shook his head.

"Leave then! I don't care I want a family unlike you, you only seem to care about Ikon just go Junhoe" I looked away from him.

I a matter of seconds the door slammed shut indercating that he left, I fell onto my knees and cried I need him as much as I hate thinking about it I need him.

6 months later...

For 6 months I was growing bigger, I was having the occasional mood swings but it was all part of thr pregnancy the doctors kept reassuring me. I thought that no one else would know about the pregnacy aprt from my family and Junhoe, it turns out Ikon knew 7 days after Junhoe left me. Unlike him they came around check in on me, as aspected no Junhoe, but it was nice to have company in a big house.

I was sitting down going through all the baby names, I went to the scan where they can check the gender with me being a fist time mum I just wanted to be a surprise until the day it arrives.

"How about Alice?" I laughed at my bump.

"James for a boy?" I asked again.

I heard the doorbell go off, I rolled my eyes this was going to be a mission for me to get up. I struggled a few times but in the end my two feet balanced on the floor. I didn't expect anyone today, maybe I was  another thing about beinf pregnant was being easily forgetful of the simplest things.

I opened the door to find Junhoe looking at me, he wasn't a guest I ever wanted to see he left me alone for six months. The only people who cared was his members, now he has the guts to come and see me better yet us.

"If it's your stuff you want the members took it to the dorm" I explained to him.

"No I just came by to see you" he looked down at his feet.

"Well come in" I opened the door wider.

We both slowly made our way to the livingroom I waited for him to gibe me the answers, as to way he never came back. Or why his members had the decency to look after me and his un-born baby.

"How have you been?" he clapped his hands together.

"Junhoe what kind of questions is that? I've been under a lot of stress without you" I rolled my eyes.

"I know it's a stupid question but the members have been telling me how unhappy you have been" he said out of concern.

"You left me without coming back, telling me our baby could damage your career what do you want me to be happy?!" I gave a sarcastic laugh.

"Of course not it's just I was scared that I couldn't be the dad to the baby, you know being there when it falls down" he cried.

"Junhoe a dad doesn't have to be there 24 hours a day, all a das has to do is to show it love and care it will understand once he grows up" I hugged him.

"I want to get things right" he smiled.

"You are and we are going to do this together" I placed his hands over my stomach.

"I'm sorry for calling our baby a mistake" he kissed my cheek.

"Forgiven just don't walk out on me when things get hard" I leaned my head on his chest.