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Jeonghan seventeen request something that works.

Decicated to Jeonghan17

It was simple for any girl to walk up to a guy amd confess, like some movies when the female takes the lead for once. But I was a different kind of girl, I had zero confidence to walk up to anyone let alone a boy this was only because of my anxiety attacks. It made it hard for me throughout school to talk to people without the other people around me judging me. All I wanted to donwas go up to my crush Jeonghan tell him I like him without me collapsing in front of him trying to breathe.

As I walked into my class everyone started to whisper about what happened to me last week, I tried my best to block it out but when the schools queenka stamds in front of you in the whole class I knew I was in fro hell.

"I can't breathe someone help me!!" Charin mocked me.

"Can you move please I need to get to my seat" I whispered.

"Don't die on the way there" she laughed.

I rushed to my seat putting my head on the desk as the memory of what happened last week replayed in my mind.

Flashback

I was a normal day for me heading towards English when allnof a sudden I bumped into him the long haired angel Jeonghan. Inwas ready to be shouted at, when all I heard was a chuckle come out of his lips I looked up to find him just staring at me.

"You okay?" he asked me with a smile.

"Yeah" I nodded my head.

"Look Itzy trying to be popular" Charin teased.

The whole class erupted inot laughter, then wild thoughts went into mind may of them doubts like why wqs Jeonghan so nice to me? He was only doing to make a scene like this right? My breathing became uneven, I couldn't breathe it was like all the air was gone. I wheezed in front of everyone making me look like an idiot. Jeonghan held my shoulders as I shrugged them off running into the hallway, eventually my legs gave in on me. I clutched on to my school shirt as my breathing became worse. Sweat was dripping down my face, as all of the class came oit to watch me die.

"I can't breathe help me!!" I yelled.

Everyone preceeded too carrry on looking before my older brother Jin rushed to my side, walking me out of the school calming down my nevers.

End of flashback.

Just that memory made me an outcast of the rest of my school life, that was the first time I have ever had a panic attack. For the rest of the week I was avoiding anyone who would trigger my attack including amy of my friends. I felt a little tap on my shoulder, I slowly lifted my head to come face to face with Jeonghan then my hear beat quickened.

"Itzy are you okay?" His voice was full of concern.

"No, Jeonghan can you leave me please it will trigger something" I warned him.

"I'm going to trigger another anxiety attack but how?" he frowned.

"It's hard to explain, it's me okay not you I'm the one with the problem" I weakly smiled.

"Itzy is getting close to Jeonghan again, Yah he don't like you!" Charin yelled from across the room.

Then it happens the stupid uneven breathing, before it gets worse I ran out the room trying to get my breathing om the more calmer side. It wasn't working all the therapy wasn't working at this point it was just another repeat of what happened last week. I stopped right in font of my locker, sliding down my heart pace was increasingly fast then mybhands began to shake. I was left gasping for air, until heavy footsteps were right down the hall way.

"Itzy can you breathe?" Jeonghan held my hands.

"No, I'm scared" I cried.

He suddenly took my hand onto his chest, as I tried to focus on his face looking calm yet pale in colour.

"Feel my heart beat concentrate on my breathing" he ordered me.

I closed my eyes onlu focusing on Jeonghan, his hear beats eere slow and even,  his breathing relaxed even. As I kept focusing on his my began to slowly go back to normal, I opened my eyes letting out a shaking breath then Jeonghan hugged me.

"You okay now?" he mumbled into my hair.

"I guess thank you, I found something that works" I silently sobbed.

"Itzy I'm there for you always" he kissed my lips.

"Oppa don't let me be a burden to you, just tell me I will understand" I leaned my head on his chest.

"You're not a burden just a beautiful woman" he kissed my cheek