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Chen exo request The last time

Dedicated to jongdae_m21

The winter snow fell hard on the ground it was the last winter with you if  only you had told me sooner then I would have cherished you. I looked at Jongdae why is he so calm and happy when he knows it's going to be the last winter he'll ever see with me. Our hands were laced together for the last time in this season. The memory of him telling me hit me hard thinking about how I could never live with him by my side.
Flashback...
Like every morning Jongdae would wake up next to me with a smile but when I reached out he wasn't there. My worry took over me I rushed downstairs to find him just staring at a piece of paper. The tears in his eyes where visible too me was it about his parents or much worse him? I took a seat next too him as the tears poured out of his eyes.
"Oppa what's wrong?" I hugged his arm.
Without an answer he just gave me the paper he was looking at I scanned though the letter as one word stood out too me cancer. I dropped the paper to look at Jongdae broken his fists slamming the table. I pulled him into an embrace knowing he needed me the most right now.
"This is not right all I need is time to marry you" he cried.
"Jongdae that's not important what's important is time right now" I cried with him.
End of flashback

A tear escaped my eyes the fatal memory that I can't forget either can Jongdae. His smiled faded as he saw the tear that came down my cheek this love story wasn't going to end like this.

Jongdae's prov
A thousand tears came down those eyes  ever since that day she told me she was going to be strong for us. But in reality it was killing her the fact I was going to leave her after winter I didn't want her to suffer much longer that's why tonight will be the last time she will see me.
"Misty are you okay?" I squeezed her hand.
"Oppa I'm fine" she managed to smile.
"Look at the stars" I pointed to the sky.
The pale white face looked up for the fist time in months she smiled an real smile the image I will keep in my mind for when I do go. I also looked up thinking that I'll be a star looking over her until she joins me.
"Misty when I leave this world look up to the starts because the brightest one will be me watching you" I hugged her.
"Oppa please don't remind me"she shook her head.

Your prov
The night was cold I had to get use to it when he goes but for now I just want him close too me. I was going to his side when I felt noting but emptiness I quickly got up thinking that he was in the kitchen silently crying to himself. I made my way to the kitchen to find his body on the floor with a pill bottle next too him. I was frozen he didn't take his own life I ran too his body checking for a pulse to find nothing.
"Jongdae wake up!!!" I screamed and shook his body.
But nothing worked a note was left next too him i slowly took it.

  To my beloved Misty,
I know for the past few months it
has been hell for you finding
out I was leaving this world for
good I've seen you cry your self
to sleep. I'm going to put a stop
to that I don't want you to suffer no
more because on me that smile
when you looked in the
Sky I will keep that when I do go
I'm sorry I had to do it
this way I should have said
I love you
For the last time
Forever in my heart
Jongdae

His tears where on the paper which made me cry harder. I held his body in my arms for some hope but hope doesn't exist for me only pain.
"I should have told you I loved you" I cried into his body.

7 months later ..
It was a cool nigh I walked along the same street that nigh with Jongdae the vision of him smiling at the snow fall made me laugh. The night sky was clear  which made me remember what he said.
" Misty when I leave this world look up to the stars because the brightest one will be me watching over you" he voice echoed through my mind.
When I looked up the brightest one caught my eyes he wasn't lying to me he is watching me. A tear fell as it was the last time I saw him happy