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L.Joe teen top request Doubts

Decicated to @JrLJoe

Why did you choose me out of all the girls that surrounded you each day of our lives? I was the normal girl who aspired to have normal dreams, then you Byunghun come out of nowhere the big idol who chose the random girl off the street to be your girlfriend. While I was too lovestruck to actually see the real you at the start, now that I got to know the who the real Byunghun isni doubt everything you do while you're away.

It was a rare day off for Byunghun, I was excited to see him but it wasn't like alway where I would get the butterfilies in my stomach. It was pretty unusual to say the least but when your boyfriend is touring around the world, there is bound to be one or two rumours going around. I keep shrugging them off but as more and more pictures came up with him and a different girl, there was no way to put them offf. It came to a point where I had to double check on him, meaning blowing up his phone with calls and texts. Like any normal boyfriend he would answer them with no hassle, nore did he sound nervous.

As I waited in the park for him, his fans kept glaring at me and rolling there eyes as soon as they saw I was the girl who took Byunghun away from them. From the distance I heard my name being called out, Byunghun ran towards me with red roses in hand. Right now my heart would be doing back flips, but it wasn't which yest again was unusual for me something told me he has doem this scene thousands of times with another girl.

"It's to good to see you" He held me tight around the waist.

Yeah right, who else have you said that too!

"Me too are those for me?" I smiled.

"Of course to my one and only girl" he handed over the flowers.

Let's face it I know I'm not the only one.

"Thank you shall we" I held his hands.

The light from the some reflected his beautiful smile, Byunghun just tell me or better yet just let me know before I know in the worse possible way. I knew heartbreak was coming  for me throughout this relationship, you're an idol I was an I was just a girl that was easily lead by your charms. Whoever this girl is Byunghun, I hope you don't donthe same to her as you did to me.

"Jagiya what's wrong you look pale?" Byunghun touched my head.

Don't call me jagiya, I'll never be your jagiya!

"Nothing, just dazing" I smiled.

"What's on your mind?" Byunghun held my shoulders.

Your on my mind in the worse possible way.

"Just leave it" I snapped at him.

After me snapping at him we fell silent, you could say it was awkward for us we still held hands but looked so distant from eachother. On the outside passers by would envy our relationship, but on the inside it was beyond reach of us to grab what we had at the beginning. I had no intention to say anything to him from the looks of things he had nothing to say either. The silence was broken when a high pitched girl called for Byunghun, we both turned to look at this girl. From the corner of my eye Byunghun lips turned into a smile, letting go off my hand he ran up to her. I finally get to see this girl, the girl who causes these rumours.

"Oppa who is this?" I nervously laughed.

"This is Park Hanuel" He introduced.

Wait the back up dancer? The girl who I despise ever since I layed eyes on her.

"Oh right the backing dancer" I bowed at her.

"Oppa the boys said you have to go into practice" Hanuel giggled.

She's more perfect for me than me.

"Can I?" he questions me.

Go Byunghun I can't stop you, clearly you don't love me anymore it's your time speak tell me.

"Oppa I'm not stupid clearly this is your new thing now" I laughed

"Yeobo let me take you home actually" he took a hold off my wrist.

"Go home the argue, no! I know she's the girl other than me Byunghun I can tell by the way you smiled at her, all the pictures of you holding hands, it's clear to me now my doubts about you were right all along" I pulled away from him.

"Hanuel was just a mistake please listen to me!" he held my hands

"Don't act around me Byunghun, your curtain has fallen great show, guess I was th star to your little production" I clapped

"Fine yeah I slept with her, I had fun with her" he laughs.

"The go do it some more because from right now, no one is stopping you" I choked out.

Me and Byunghun wenr ouur seperate ways,  after months of doubt my mind is finally at peace while my heart was in pieces. It's going to take a long time to put back together as long as you Byunghun never walk into my life again. We were and forever will be a fatal love attraction, an idol like youself can never be with me we don't come from the same book.