k-pop imagines (request open again)

Forgive me jr request

Dedicated to @JrLJoe

Part two of his he? :)

It was time again were all the k-pop artist gather to do come back stages, I would be excited but Lisa and her girl group are debuting today pond with that Jr's with if you do. I was stuck with the girl I hate along with my ex on top off that I had to do an interview with them after comeback stage.

Currently I was getting makeup done while the rest of the girls warmed up their vocals before getting on stage. I kept staring into the mirror was it the right choice to let him go? I haven't been feeling right since the break up I was constantly on watch for him just I case of awkward moments, and according to other jyp artist's him and Lisa have been getting closer. At this point our rekindling of love is doomed, we both have to just move on and leave our thoughts of us behind.

"You know you made the right choice" Liz held my shoulders.

"Why does if fell so wrong in my heart?" As tears started to gather in my eyes .

"It will pass, to be honest I think he misses you like crazy but is hiding it by getting closer to Lisa" Liz hugged me.

"Hey (y/n) Jr has gone we can't find him"Mark huffed for breathe.

"What?! Okay tell them if they can delay stage for us I'm going to look for him" I run out of the dressing room.

Even if we're not talking he hold a place in my heart it can't be broken when if we are not in love anymore. I looked every where backstage, as  embarrassing as it sound the men's toilets. But nothing of him I was on the verge of giving up until I saw Lisa I didnt want to ask for help specially from her of all people, but I was desperate to find him .

"Lisa have you seen Jr?"I asked her.

"Jr what's the matter with him?" She frowned.

"His missing please if there was a place where would he go?" I further asked her.

"Sunbaenim think you know him much more better than me " she smiled.

When I finally figured it out I smiled at Lisa all her did was send a nod my way, even after all the shit she done she wasn't that bad after all.

"Lisa tell my members that I went out okay" I hugged her .

As I ran out of the KBS studio I called for a taxi to take me to the place that Jr was, at least where I think he is. Street after street passed my view, I thought about what kind of person I was for breaking up with at the time it was right but now, I regret every thing. I was nothing more tan paranoid Jr was only being a nice guy to Lisa. The taxi came to a stop at Han river where we had our first date, he was looking over the bridge that was lite up.

I walked slowly towards him 2 months I was avoiding him in the hopes that he would be out off my mind for good , the truth was he was always on my mind debating whether or not I had done the right thing.

"You found me" he laughed.

"Yeah I guess I did the others are worried about you come let's go" I took a hold off his hand but he brushed it off.

"If they were so worried why did you come instead of them?" He snapped.

"Jr I came because I thought it would be better for us to talk" a tear slipped down cheek.

"Talk we haven't talked in 2 months what use it now" he coldly snapped again.

"Jr I miss you ,I miss calling you oppa, I miss holding your hand and most of all I miss you holding me during the dark stressful times, did you know how hard it was watching you do that to Lisa!?" As hot tears came down my face.

"The truth is I miss you too , I hated how I would pass you during the hall and only seeing you just looking at your phone instead of a sweet smile" he wiped the tears away.

"Please I didn't mean to think like that sorry" I pecked his cheek.

"You should forgive me for hurting you and making you watch" he kissed the top of my head.

"I forgive you I don't care what happened with her I want to know what happens to us " I smiled up at him.