B.A.P Youngguk Those three words

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Decicated to @Adnasukalo

It's nice to be in a growing relationship for me that is for everyone else it's a period of deciding whether or not it will work out. The relationship I have with Youngguk is going at a steady rate but after 7 months of dating he hasn't said I love you for a girl it's a pretty worrying thing the I love comes after the 4 month stage. The 7 months stage is where we well lose our v cards or the introduction to parents and most family members. Now it makes me wonder where are we going in this relationship?

Word was going around university that Youngjae was having a dorm party everyone was buzzing about it while I think of many different ways to make Youngguk say I love you. But nothing came into mind there is no way you could get him to say I love you even bribing him won't work.

"Still stressing over Youngguk?" Hani laughed.

"This isn't funny it's been 7 months since he asked me to be his girlfriend and stilk no I love you" I pouted.

"Well do you say it to him?" Hani asked.

"All the time after 4 months I told him I loved him all he did was freeze" I explained.

"Listen to me it's not okay for only you to say I love you if I were you, you have to question if he does love you" Hani advised me.

How can I question my relationship with Youngguk he wants me to be his girlfriend for one reason because he loves me he doesn't have to say. Love can be expressed in many ways like make sure they eat drink things like that but,  I guess hearing it once in a while would be nice and shows that actions and words mean alot.

"So you don't hug your boyfriend? " Youngguk's deep laugh was behind me.

"Oppa what the hell you scared me you know that" I hugged him tightly

"Sorry so I was wondering if you are going to Youngjae's party tonight?" He smiled at me.

"Of course I'm going I need to relax and let lose after all these exams" I laughed.

"Good I'll see you there I.. I.. I have to go" He winked.

"Yeah oppa I love you" I blew him a kiss.

All he did was wave back at me trying to catch up with Jongup and Daehyun I was left feeling disappointed at the fact he was going to say those words. But he couldn't find away to say it what do hard to say I love you without stuttering. I slammed my locked door in fustration,  Hani is right I have to really think about Youngguk's love for me.

Back at my dorm Hani was picking the outfits for me and Hanbyul while I prepared my break up speech yes tonight I will have to let Youngguk know that I can't stay in a relationship without the word love being said by him.

"You're doing the right thing it's better for you to hear I love you from a person rather than yourself" Hanbyul pulled me into a hug.

"But how is he going to take it?" I asked them.

"Molla he might take it in a bad way at first but you're teaching him not to be afaid of the word love" Hani sat beside me.

Who can be afraid of the word love everywhere we go we hear it, it doesn't kill anyone maybe he is afraid to say it even I don't know the reason why but all I know is that I want to hear it from him and right now his not.

We arrived early to the party but it looked like a sea off bodies it was hard to find Youngguk even with his height, I broke away from Hani and Hanbyul to find him I was just going in circles until someone took my wrist. I was iin shock I just let this person take me way from the party I could even turn around to look at the creep.

I was finished being dragged out onto the football field I was in a daze when Youngguk appeared in front of me with hurt in his eyes.

"Were you gojng to break up with me?" he asked.

"How did you know I was?" I asked in confusion.

"Hani told me" He blankly stated.

"Youngguk oppa please I'm only doing it because I can't stand the fact that I'm the only one saying I love you it hurts not to hear it from you" I cried.

"I was going to say it tonight, I told Youngjae to put on our song then I would say it to you" He held my hand.

"What took to so long?" I laced our hands together.

"Waiting for a perfect night lije this and I was scared to say it because I said it so many times to other girls and they left me so quick for me it's a curse" he leaned our foreheads together.

"I promise if you say it to me it won't me a curse" I closed my eyes.

"I love you" He whispered.

"I love you too Bang Youngguk" I hugged him close.

The words finally came from him the three words that will change our lives.

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