Today I'm out of school to put down butterball. Today is the day. He has been suffering with his disease and it's taken over his body completely. He has forgotten how to eat and drink. His back legs stopped circulating blood and he has became a walking skeleton.
I can't bear to see him suffer anymore. He is completely miserable and I feel like it was my fault. I was being selfish and wanted him to stay. You shouldn't make someone stay if they're miserable..if you love them, you should let them go.
So right now butterball is in my lap and we're taking him to the animal shelter to put him to sleep. He was only 2 years old. He couldn't make it to his 3rd...
When we brought him outside to the car you should've seen butterballs eyes he opened them wide and happily and took in the great big world. He used his last bit of energy just to hold onto me.
I haven't spoken a word all day..
Butterball was my everything and now that he's gone I still cry but I know that he's in a better place not suffering.
And for kibbles...we put him up for adoption so he can he in a loving home. He was literally crazy on the way there.
like calm the f down.
