Okay so I have this guy friend who goes to my school let his name be David.
So David used to be really happy in the beginning of school.
David used to like me and flirt with me and I flirted back because he was sweet.
Little did I know he had a girlfriend...
But after he told me that we just became really good friends lol.
Now
David is depressed and injects himself with drugs.
He told me he cuts himself.
Thing is he alway wore short sleeves and jeans...
never saw ONE scar or fresh cut.
I mean I would know. Also I can tell when someone's lying.
*puts on vine "why you lying"*
Why you always lying?
always lying?
why the fuck you lying?
Mmmmmm OHMYGOD
Stop fucking lying.
Okay but on a serious note. He always talked to me about his gf and how he loved her and he couldn't bear loosing her. That's why he does what he does. He's so depressed about loosing her because his love for her is undescribable.
He told me to text her to tell her about what he does because he scared to loose her and how much he loves her.
So I did.
Ohmygod she sounded so done.
She was like "if he loves me so much then how come he cheats with me so much?"
me: *pure silence*
"If he loves me so much how come I caught home with some girl last week?"
me: ....I. I don't know.....
Then she told me how she knows him that he won't do what he says. He over exaggerates. He says he cuts but she sees no bruises. She said he does drugs. She claims he doesn't inject himself. She says he always lies.
Like he seems like he's got a good head on his shoulders. He does tbh. But he literally can do stupid stuff or be a douche.
Like he'd be hitting on me saying "damn girl, you're so fine."
Me: *presses lips into thin fake smile*
"Damn. We should go back to my place.."
Me: *shifts uncomfortably*
"But you couldn't take all this." *gestures to his crotch*
Me: *bursts out laughing my ass off* HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
"It's true! You wouldn't be laughing if you got to see it."
Me: *awkwardly laughs and scoots away*.
But then he has moments like,
Him:Dont give up girl you know i know you'll find a guy like me and loves you for real and not use you for sex you know.
Me: wtf. guys should be taking notes from you. but literally I'm going to give up.
Him: Hey girl I know but you have to be patient for you to get the right guy you know?
Me: yeah.
Like he can be such a great guy but a douche too sometimes ya know?
But today kinda tore me in half.
He sat next to me in chemistry like usual but something was off.
His eyes looked extra red and he had a bruise on his neck.
Looks like a hickey.
But he finally whispered to me "I finally did it."
I look at him with furrowed eyebrows "Did what?"
"This." Then he turns his arms over and exposes me his arms.
He wore a short sleeve. but both of his arms were covered in deep cuts.
I immediately felt angry with him because WHO WEARS SHORT SLEEVES UNLESS YOU HIDE THE CUTS WITH BRACELETS OR BANDAIDS OR SOMETHING?!
AT THIS POINT YOUR FUCKIN SCREAMING FOR ATTENTION.
UNLIKE ME I BEEN CUTTING FOR 3 YEARS AND I HAVE NEVER BEEN CAUGHT. LITERALLY MY FRIENDS OF FOUR YEARS FOUND OUT ONCE WHEN WE WERE HAVING A SLEEPOVER AND IT WAS HOT IN MY HOUSE.
BUT I JUST LOOKED AT THE GROUND WHILE MY EYES TEARED UP. like I felt bad for him but I was angry as hell.
I MEAN YOU JUST DONT GO TO SCHOOL EXPOSING YOUR ARMS OUT PURPOSELY.
LIKE HE KEPT STRETCHING THEM TO LET OTHERS SEE HIS CUTS AND HE KEPT HIS ARMS TURNED OUT THE WHOLE CLASS PERIOD.
LIKE NO.
NO.
FUCKING NO.
COVER THAT SHIT.
