Parents usually don't want their kids to go to party's (especially the bad ones)
But no.
My mom is forcing me.
Like I told her "no" "why" "I enjoy my bed" "there will be one tomorrow."
What does she say? "Go" "bc I know you want to and I want you too." "Get ready." "Go to that one too."
I swear I remember her not wanting me to go to NONE.
Like there was weed & twerking & drinks & people fucking in rooms & fog machines & blaring music & strobe lights
I'm telling you those kind of party's are so fucking intense. Like the fog machines and the strobe lights made me think I was tripping frfr.
Plus all these hormonal teenagers. Oh my fucking gosh.
Like please don't make me go mom.
And MY MOM knows exactly what goes on at these parties bc she's witnessed some bc she's "that parent" who stands in there and watches it all happen.
She's ruined my social life.
I usually don't get invited to parties bc of her.
But no she's forcing me and says "I'll drop you off. I won't stay."
I don't feed into bullshit. Sorry mum.
Like I want to go. But I already know a shit ton of drama will happen.
And I already have anxiety and somewhat depression and idk how well those mix with drama.