You know when you sleep ALL day you're sure as hell to be up all night?
yeah?
Well I did that.
And I'm stupid for that bc tomorrow is Monday and I know sure as hell I won't be able to stay awake in my classes.
lol @ the story of my life.
I tried to fight sleep so I could go to sleep early and have the appropriate amount of sleep.
well...I lost...obviously.
I have this math teacher 2nd period and she always yells at me to keep my head up or when I'm sitting in my seat and I close my eyes while sitting straight up and LITERALLY my eyes would be closed for 5 seconds and she will yell at me "VIANNA KEEP YOUR EYES OPEN!"
well damn.
am I allowed to fucking blink?
like I swear to GOD she doesn't do this to anyone else besides me.
she will yell at this other kid Bob but he doesn't mind the attention, plus he does it all the time. Me on the other hand I MIND the attention and I don't do it on purpose. I literally fight sleep if I'm tired.
LIKE I TOLD HER ON MY "get to know" on the first day I said "I have anxiety."
ANXIETY MEANS THEY DONT LIKE ATTENTION AND THEY HATE SPEAKING ALOUD.
what does she make me do?
SPEAK FUCKING OUT LOUD & PUTS ATTENTION ON ME EVERY 5 MINUTES.
ugh I dread tomorrow.
