Guys today I'm scared that my friend "David" (made up name) actually committed suicide...
Like he seemed like he was so on edge about it that if one thing pushed him a little over, he'd be done.
I don't want that.
I mean yes I was angry at him but I don't need to be angry for too long.
His gf / my new friend "Claire" (made up name) was texting me saying "he told me he gonna do it and he's not listening to me."
THATS WHEN I FREAKED OUT.
WHAT IF HE DID IT.
NO.
NO.
I WISH YHIS WAS ONE OF THOSE BAD NIGHTMARES YOU CANT AWAKEN FROM BUT ITS NOT.
ITS FUCKING REALITY.
*today is day 2*
Update on this update: Today is day 2 that he hasn't came to school and I literally teared up in class. What if he really is dead?
