I'm at McDonalds enjoying fries and a McChicken and finished not too long ago.
And I'm on my phone on wattpad / Instagram / phhhoto....
And some dude I DO NOT KNOW
Comes up to me and stands at my table and says "Hey what's up??"
I don't really like to talk. I have my reasons. I'm pretty kept to myself I only talk to people I'm comfortable with or people that know me, know me.
So I hesitate and let a small "good..?" Come out of me.
He just looked at me still smiling until he scoffed and walked away...
He literally doesn't know what he just did to me.
My anxiety almost freaked out along with my breathing decreasing. I FELT my blood rushing on my ears and cheeks.
Ugh but it's not their fault I'm like this. I just am nervous when a person talks to me first because ill stutter like a blabbing idiot or worse, I forget to speak.
Ugh F it.