**((current situation: wanting to die in a hole.))**
I was on snapchat and I saw my friend (Let's make up a name..Kelly)
So Kelly posted a snapchat saying "Swimming @ neighborhood pool"
So as the bored person I am, I went running out my house just to go hang with her because I'm more bored than the word bored.
And me and Kelly aren't so close like we used to be because of something.
((I SWEAR IF ANY OF MY FRIENDS COMMENT WHY, I WILL SLICE YOUR THROAT))
So, I ran as fast as I can to the neighborhood pool around the corner [literally].
And I saw her family and some friends and ((I saw that through the fence)) I kept walking like I just happened to be there.
I have major anxiety, (not a lot of my friends know that and if ya'll are reading this DO NOT bring it up or ask questions because its a really sensitive subject.)
My anxiety kicked in right when I saw all the people and so my heart started beating so effing fast.!!! And my stomach did flip flops and i felt nauseous.
So right after that I ran back home to go pack for my sleepover with my BFF =D
So that was a great experience.
((I snapchatted her about "your swimming @ the neighborhood pool?" I WANNA TAKE IT BACK NOW. I BET SHE THINKS IM STALKING HER.))
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