hii guys, im back...sorry that i kinda like disappeared though.
i read my old rants and im cringing for internity. but anywhore i have a bunch of shit to update you guys on.
for 1. I'm 16.
for 2. I've been smoking weed too much and my mom found out & she was mad and stuff but not too mad...but she's made a snapchat & added me (NOW i know what you're thinking. "wtaf block her" well I tried that & my mom wasn't born yesterday & she went on a rampage when she figured it out & she took my phone from me. & she wouldn't give it to me until I unblocked her so I had no choice). fmlfmlfmlfmlfmlfmlfML
3. I got better but it's going away. It never lasts long when I get better. Its only a matter of time when i completely lose myself & break. I mean 2 days ago I was high & you know those tall parking garages? Well I was sitting on the edge of one & my friends I was with was talking about "what if one of our high asses sat on the edge and just fell backwards" & I was already high & sad & when I'm sad I never think straight but if I'm also high there's no stopping me.
so I sat on the edge & since I was quiet they weren't paying me attention.. I kept playing around & they noticed & freaked out & told me things like "get down, you're high" "she's right, get down. You're high & you've been acting sad lately" or "get down, you're pretty much setting this up for yourself." I still wouldn't get down until one of the guys approached me & I didn't want them to touch me atm so I got down. The reason I didn't want them to touch me was because apparently when I was away on vacation for a month there was a rumor that they tried to rape me & I don't get it... I literally wouldn't say that. No one would want to rape someone as ugly & fat as me lmao. Why would someone want to say that? Sorry if this triggered anyone or anything bc I needed to get this out of my system...
And 4. My mom is adding my friends on SC and they're all mad at me.. & apparently a parent called the cops on this guys party my friends went to & I'm betting it was my mom & she told me "dude the guy who threw the party is mad asf & when he finds out it was Ur mom...everyone is going to come after you." Which is greAT!!:):):):) yay for my mom getting everyone to hate me.
Until next time friendssssss, keep channeled on my life going down spiral:)!!
