I Love You.

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*Felix*

I briefly stopped sobbing for a second and listened for a sound outside. I heard Marzia sobbing. I stared at the door , which separated both of us, even after breaking down the huge barrier which made our love more valuable. I slowly unlocked the door, when Marzia looked at me with red eyes, ran at me and threw herself at my shaky body. "I.....love you so much!" she squealed. I cried again, and managing to smile, I said, "Marzia, I love you...too". Her dad approached me and rubbed my back, and gestures me to go back to the table. After finishing my dinner, I sit at the sofa and wait for them to tell me where my bed is. They gesture me to their guest bedroom, which is a single bed. I can understand that. When I lie down, her parents wish me good night. Maybe we'll have good and sunny days...soon?

*Marzia*

Felix picks up the phone and turns paper-white, like when he does when he plays Amnesia. Could it be.....his parents calling? But why would he be so scared? I hope he told his parents before he left. A few minutes pass when his eyes fill up with tears. He slams the phone on the table, combs his blond hair with his fingers and goes to the bathroom. I think he's going to wash his face and come back so I wait for him. My mother asks me, "Marzia, do you know him?' I blurt out everything about him, how it all started with Daizo's link about him, my email appreciating him and the videos we used to send each other, and the late-night chats we had on Facebook, and I realize that I am deeply in love with him. I hear the sobbing begin. I walk to the door and knock. The sobbing becomes louder."Felix?" I ask. He doesn't stop.

 Why didn't I show my approval of him coming in the first place? It would have taken some things off his chest. He doesn't know whether I actually love him at all. I make up my mind that it is the first thing he has to know about me. After three minutes of giving him time, I hear the crying stop and heavy breathing. Suddenly I can't hear anything at all. "no.....no.....NOOOOOO!!!!!" I scream. He can't kill himself! 

Why couldn't I just smile at him, just once? Why was I so harsh? Was I harsh? I don't even know anymore. ''FELIX!'' I don't want him to die. He loves me so much! I start to cry. My dad comes to comfort me and get the keys to the door. I gently push him away. ''What did I d-'' ''everything, dad, you could have screamed at me after he left. Why couldn't you be more welcome?'' ''I'm sorry Marzia, I-'' I hear the door open, and I see Felix, ALIVE. I am so relieved and I fall into his loving arms. Then I realize. He is love.




>>>I just have one thing to say. Melix feels.

It's 1:12 a.m here and i'm here trying to recover from the present PewDiePie playing Until Dawn. ugh. gore!!! i'm not even tired at all, tbh. 


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